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Tuesday, October 14, 2008 at 9:23:00 PM

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at 4:24:00 PM

Falling in love with you was random,
As i passes through my life,
You are the only one suitable for me,
I wonder whether you will be mine 1 day,
I wonder whether do you think of me,
I wonder whether you notice me,
I wonder whether you love me,
The same way I Love You,
I always think of you,
I always missing you,
I have always love you,
Since the day i met you,
For the first time in my life,
I felt Love,
My feelings toward you are real,
My love for you is priceless,
My heart belongs to you,
And only you are worthy to take it,
I will sacrifice everything for you,
I don't care about anything else,
I only care about you,
I wonder whether you have feelings for me,
If only you would give me some hint,
I would understand about you.
If only we had more time together,
We would understand each other,
If only We are given Endless time,
I know that 1 day i shall be with you.

I'll play for you.


Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 8:33:00 PM

Good luck PM 9 my ex - classmates for A lvl. All the best. give it all you got and bring back as many prize as you can. =)

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Outing With frens
Saturday, October 11, 2008 at 11:43:00 AM

Yesterday i went out with shawn in the evening to piramid shopping. We actually wanted to go Euphoria but somehow Shin Le and Siaw Wei aka Fugly didnt wan to go. We tried dragin them along. We ended up shopping for some clothes and starbucks in SS15 to try persuade them. After that we decided to go New Way karaoke, but the price was very very expensive, so instead we go to Friendster Cafe at Piramid. :) then we drink chit- chat. i was practically a zombie that time. too sleepy. forcing myself to open my eye. Then Shin Le decided to play A game call Taboo... As i was very sleepy, i ended up giving all my point to shin le. :) around 12.30 we head home. i fetch siaw wei to her renthouse and shin le to her car at ss15 starbucks. Then i fetch shawn home and go home sleeping like a piggy. :)

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Life is complicated
Friday, October 10, 2008 at 9:38:00 AM

Life is full of hardship and obstacle,
Life can't be predicted,
People just live life as it goes by,
Living by the boundaries and rules set in life,
Just being alive is a misery,
Life without friendship is loneliness,
Life without love is unjustify,
As humans we cant live without love,
Love make out everything in our life,
From family bonds to friendship,
But the most complicated bond is relationship,
Having a relationship is full of surprises,
Everyday is full of Surprises,
Life is more interesting,
Life is more happy and sometimes sad,
Life can change with time,
But the bond of relationship is forever unchanging,
It cant fade with time,
Unlike life, those bonds are store as memories,
Happy and sad memories are treasure together in life,
If only we are able to live for eternity forever loving and caring.
And most of all unchanging,
We can make a better world with our memories,
Our Bonds are stronger as time passes,
Our Life may end one day,
But our memories will stay behind with our love ones,
and our presence will last forever as memories,
That's how we shall last forever.
Live a life of eternity through memories. :)

By,
J Y

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Single and alone
Thursday, October 09, 2008 at 1:59:00 PM

Life without my other half is so boring,
I wonder when my other half will appear.
Living a single life is so miserable,
Living in a word without friends is even worst,
I wonder how can anyone survive without friends.
You will be confine in your own time and space,
Which noting else exist within your space.
It plain misery and fear to even imagine such a place.
I want a life full of joy,
i want a life full of friendship,
i want to have a relationship,
If only my life were so easy.
There are times when you are alone,
There are times when you are down,
There are times when you are Miserable,
But there are always friends around,
Everywhere we are at there is also people,
We are never alone,
The path we choose,
The choice we make,
affects every single aspect of our life.
Therefore we should decide for ourself,
Stop and think a while,
Friends can be make easily,
With anyone and anywhere,
But relationship are different.
To find your other half it takes time,
and when you find him/her you need to put in effort,
It takes time and effort to make a relationship successful.
But sometimes it takes a little bit of luck,
and a little bit of fate / destiny.

by,
J Y

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Love is blind
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 at 10:33:00 PM

Love is pure randomness,
It strike you without notice and warning,
Love to me is god gift,
Love at first sight is a miracle,
Love cannot be control,
Love cannot be measure,
but how deeply in love a person can be shown through action,
Love do not varies between ages,
Love cannot be stopped,
Love can be sweet and the best thing that ever happen,
But sometime love can be suffering,
Love also leads to patients,
Love also leads to caring,
Love also leads to understanding of each other,
Falling in love is easy, but to give up on love is hard.

By, J Y

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Life of misery and love
Tuesday, October 07, 2008 at 9:51:00 PM

Life without love is just plain boringness,
Life without meaning is just depressing,
I wonder where could i find happiness from life,
I dream of a lover life,
My love for her will never fade.
My though of her will never change.
Her kind and gentle existence warm my heart,
Her voice is as elegant and as gentle as a princess.
I wish i could be with her everyday.
I wish i could express to her how i feel.
I wish there isn't so many challeges in life,
I wonder do i deserve to be love,
I wonder do i have the right to love her,
I wonder do i have the right to treasure her in my heart.
I wish i have the courage to tell her how i feel,
I wish she would be there for me when i'm down,
I wish she would care about me the same way i care about her.
I wish i could tell her 3 words, 8 letters, and 1 meaning.
I LOVE YOU
and she would reply me back the same words,
all i can do now is look at her from a distant and wish for her best.

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Sand of times
at 1:27:00 PM

Time flew by us every second,
There is no turning back in time,
Life is like the sand of times,
once pass it can never turn back,
Life of misery seems last to be forever,
Where can i find my true joy in life?
Happy times past by in a flash,
but My life of misery seems never ending,
I wonder sometimes is it fate or is it my luck,
God is my destiny which lie before me will never fade?
Will i continue to suffer a never ending misery of sadness?
Will i finally overcome my challeges which stood before me?
My Life ahead is undetermine,
It may change through time,
It might be worst or it might get better,
But My life for now is a never ending misery.
This is why my days are known as Emo Days.
God Pls appear before me and show me guidance.
I require your guidance for me to live on in life,
For me to change my Life,
For me to make the best out of my life,
and to drag me out from a life of misery.

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Emo days
Monday, October 06, 2008 at 11:16:00 PM

A bond of friendship can be easily torn apart,
A bond of relationship can easily crushed into pieces.
Life is so dull.
Life is so sad.
I'm living in a Emo life.
God pls save me from my misery.

I dedicate this to my friend..... who i shall not name and me self as i look back on my past all i can see is what i have done... i have realised my mistake.... i realise i don't deserve to be love or to love anyone. its only the feeling of betrayal and heart broken, then can i overcome myself and from that day on i found my true friend. those that i have neglected all the while, those that stood by me all this time through sorrow and joy we share our burden. I pray to god everyday for a better life. Oh God please save me from the misery. I do not wish to be sad forever. I do not wish to look back in the distant future to regret the mistake i have done. I do not wish to hate someone forever. Please God take away the hatred. take away my misery. take away my feeling of loneliness and the feeling deep down in my heart. i do not wish to hang on to someone forever. Pls god save me. :(


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