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Depression
Friday, June 12, 2009 at 8:27:00 PM

The feelings of sadness is up in the air,
For some it might be the feeling of joy and happiness,
but for me its the feeling of sadness and also regrets.

Being lonely only worsten the situation,
for loneliness bring outs more sadness.
I feel alienated from society from time to time,
especially now that we have parted our ways.

The memories of time we spent together are flashing back to me 1 by 1,
as i feel the sorrow of being alone.
I never wanted us to part ways,
because i know i will be missing u all from the bottom of my heart.

I lost my will to live upon getting my results,
I am lost in my own emotion and feelings.
Grieving both the lost of my future and friends.
For its a mistake so costly i have ever make in my life.

1 door opens and another close,
as the crossroad between the path of my future is getting narrower.
Now i feel that i have lost my purpose in life,
and my dreams and future will forever never be the same.

All i can do now i to cry alone in misery,
For the days ahead will be tougher than ever.
The only thing i learn from live is to try ur best and never regret it,
But i have fail both of what i had learn.

This shall forever be the deepest darkest day of my life,
For i have finally seen the true misery and sorrow of my life.

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