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Depressing day...
Thursday, September 09, 2010 at 10:30:00 PM

If only life work as i planned,
my life won't be turn upside down in an instance.
Sometimes i do wonder what are the use of plans if they never work out?
I should just follow my feelings every time instead of wasting my time planning,
since the things i plans so far always backfire on me.

I have grown tired of all this "let downs" in life.
If i do not need to expect anything,
then i wouldn't be upset about anything.
I would be just live a carefree life,
How great will that be?

If only there are chances in life that work out for me,
I wouldn't be here depressing about my life.
If only life is a smooth sailing in the open sea,
My ship would not have capsize some many times making me wet.
But what i do fear the most is actually drowning in life itself.

I have asked myself why do i have to live through this miserable life,
But until today i still do not have the answer to that question.
The only thing that is keeping me alive is my fear of death itself,
Taking one life is not as easy as it may seem,
because no matter what method u choose,
you will still have to suffer before you die.

There are no shortcuts in life,
every path of life might eventually lead you to your destination,
however during the journey you might have to make countless sacrifices before you succeed,
some which eventually will defines or shape your ideal or values in life.
In the end it comes down to whether you control your life or your life controls you.

In today society most of the people life are being control,
It is only the rich and the powerful that control life itself.
But that is only the minority of the world population,
because Majority of us still have to follow rules and abide by life itself.
Brain wash since we were young by the concept of civilization,
but in fact we were just living by a set of rules made by the Masters of life!

I believe everyone had their own hardship or stress in life.
However i do wonder what would be more stress than being lonely?
Sometimes it will be just great to just hang back and relax with some friends,
It sure beats the hell of being alone.
Because as a human we do need to socialize with others even though sometimes we need our space alone.

If only life is not as harsh as its appears to me,
I would be happy everyday and wouldn't be depressed about it.
But somehow not every wish will come true in life no matter how much faith you have.
Because life is full of disappointments as it is a life learning process.
You are never too old or young to learn about the facts of life.

The only thing cheerful in life are rainbows
because i believe somewhere over the rainbow,
my happiness lies there...





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