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Time stops the moment i met you...
Sunday, January 30, 2011 at 3:03:00 AM

As the dust settles,
and there is only me left,
in a room all alone.

I stare blankly outside the window,
wondering how you felt about me.
Time passes slowly as i think about you,
for it seems like forever without you around me...

Life continue to move on,
but i am still stuck at the same moment where u left me,
for my life had never change since the day i met you.

You were the greatest thing i ever had,
you were part of me, part of my life, the reason i existed,
because i couldn't think of a day i could live without you.

I miss the time we used to talk,
back when we were close,
but why did we ever felt apart?

If only i could turn back time,
back to when we first met,
maybe i could have done something different,
maybe we still be together.
if only i could turn back time...

But all is too late now,
there is only regrets left,
for it is over between us...

I only wish that you will be better off without me,
for i certainly am not better off without you.



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The sweet and sour memories of life!
Friday, January 28, 2011 at 9:10:00 PM

The Path of life is always bitter,
ultimately it depends on how u decorate it,
for different people have different views on life!

I wonder why life is constantly changing,
Sometimes it becomes so unbearable,
Yet sometime it feels worth it being alive!

I only wish everyday is a journey across the rainbow,
where at end of the the rainbow,
you will find a pot of gold...

But thing are never as simple as life put it.
There are constantly challenges and obstacles,
detouring us from our path in life!

Everyday of life is never the same,
you can't turn back time and live in the past,
nor can you see what is install for you in the future.

All you have are memories of the past,
and a foundation in the presence,
to be a stepping stone for the future...

With all the sweet and sour memories of the past,
which shape your character and your life up till today,
but it will never be the same in the future,
because life is a never ending journey of memories...

Treasure the moments and opportunity when it presence itself,
and try your best in life.
Maybe then you could perform miracles and succeed in the harsh path of life!

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Life without you
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 at 9:25:00 PM

As the droplets of rain start flowing down my window,
i crawl to a corner,
and start weeping endless stream of tears.

Wishing that i could turn back time,
back to the moment i first met you...
Hoping that i could have done something different...
Maybe you wouldn't have left me in the crossroads...

Remembering of those memories of us,
wishing that we were still together,
as i mend my sorrowful heart with tears.

Your presence has change my life once,
like a bright sun that fills my heart with warmth.
But your absence has change my life again,
leaving an empty void fill sorrowful emotions.

If only you haven't left me,
i wouldn't have need to rearrange the puzzles in my life,
for you constituted a major part in my life.

But i never regretted loving you for a moment,
because i know the time we spent together were special,
and i will remember it forever,
or maybe till a new sun will fill my heart with warmth again.

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The bonds between people!
Saturday, January 15, 2011 at 5:59:00 PM

As i gazed upon the mirror,
and looking upon my own reflection,
I only saw an empty shell,
in a wide and confusing world.

Living aimlessly throughout my life,
struggling daily in order to find a purpose,
For my existence in this world.

The purpose of life may varies between individual.
Some may live for love,
while other may live in pursuit of some greater accomplishment.
There is a never ending pursuit in finding one's own identity.

With a heart form with solitude,
from all the disappointment and heartbreaks of life.
And a mind that detaches itself from society,
because it has lost its faith in people.

The only thing left is an empty shell,
governed only by time itself,
as it sat there silently,
awaiting for his time to be up.

The bond which creates from interaction with people,
Is often taken for granted and tested with challenges.
But it is more important that one may perceive,
For it is the source of depression...

The feeling of emptiness within ones heart and soul,
clouds one judgment of what he perceive the world to be.
For he has lost his trust in people,
The only one that he can trust is himself.

Diluting himself with self pity and regrets,
Reinforcing his depression within his heart and mind,
in a place where no light would reach,
the only thing left is to await for his death.

Life may seem cruel to some,
but the truth varies between individual,
For different people live different lives.
The only thing you could do is to try your best.

Self pitying and regrets will get you no where in life,
Nor the thought of suicide will help you escape.
The Echos of the decision and actions of our life,
affects us more than we think.

Always remember you are not alone,
for you are not the only person in this world.
Therefore why choose to be alone,
when you could develop a endless possibility of relationship with everyone else.

I'll play for you.


The Void that exist within the heart!
Friday, January 14, 2011 at 11:19:00 PM

Since the beginning of times,

Everyone has a void in their heart,

Which lead to a never ending quest to fill it.


Some may find them in love,

Others may find them in success.

However there is a similarity between them,

A heart filled with sins or virtue.


The void that exist within my heart,

Is filled with darkness and depression,

For it has broken one too many times.


Time and time again,

The heart was shattered,

Till there is nothing left but a void.


The light no longer shines in this clouded heart,

For it has lost its faith…

All that is left is a heart filled with darkness…


The emotion within the heart,

Has became solitude with depression,

For it has lost its faith and trust in love.


My heart or emotions has became as frozen,

As the chilly and dark days of winter,

Where the sun will never rises,

And the cold never sleeps.


Maybe till a day when the ice has melt,

And the heart becomes warm again,

Maybe then the sun will shine within the heart again.

I'll play for you.