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The dark and chilly night before the morning sun
Sunday, February 20, 2011 at 10:54:00 PM

My life is dull and gray,
for i can't find any other color in life.
Like the gloomy skies covers with dark clouds where the sun can't shine,
only a sorrowful rainy weather and darkness could be found.

Your presence in my life is like the morning sun shining through the mist,
where u brighten the dark skies and lift the fog,
warming my body which was chilled by the breeze of wind flowing through the window.
For as long as i had you by my side,
there wouldn't be darkness and coldness in my life.

My life before i knew you was a mess,
i struggle daily to piece my life together,
as i have no clue what i want from life.
But getting to know you change everything,
because now all i want from life is to be with you.

Life without you is torturing.
For i count the time and days i spent without you everyday,
missing you dearly with each moment pass...
Because i can't imagine the thought of living a life without you by my side.

Love transcend all boundaries,
and there shouldn't be a condition in love.
If you truly love someone,
you will do anything for them,
and never demand anything in return.





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Being alone during Valentine
Monday, February 14, 2011 at 6:19:00 PM

My life without you by myside,

is pointless during this valentine day.

For every year valentine day,

all i could do is think of you.


While love blossoms in the air during this joyful day,

i lie on my bed thinking about you.

For the only thing i could do,

is keep you within my memory.


I could only hope and dream of a future with you,

an alternate reality which we are together.

But in reliaty i would not dare to confront you,

because i am afraid to get my heart broken.


If my actions can describes my feeling for you,

it would be reaching out for the stars and getting them for you.

For you are like the stars shinning brightly and warmly in my heart,

and i want you to feel the same.


But during this valentine day,

even though i couldn't tell you how i feel,

i still would wish that you are contended and happy with what you have,

For all that is matter to me now is your happiness.

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Valentine Day
at 12:19:00 PM

Every year during this Valentine Day,
I got to celebrate alone,
but without you by my side,
there is no point of celebrating at all.

Sometimes its better to stay home,
rather than going out with friends,
because the streets and mall will be fill with couples,
and you will feel empty inside the heart.

My life is so empty without you,
i wish you were here with me.
If only we are together,
then i won't feel so lonely this day.

Passing time without you,
is like a routine schedule in my timetable,
you were are abnormally in my life,
which make my life more interesting.

There isn't a single day i do not miss you,
for i think about you everyday.
Because my life without you,
is lonely and like being confined to solitude.

But i think this day will never come,
because you will never know how i feel,
for i got my heart broken once,
and i never dare to share my feeling with another girl.

For solitude is the only solution for me,
where i conceal my feelings for you,
and never again will i share,
the same feelings for other girls.

Because interacting with different people,
produces different feelings,
therefore my feeling for you is special,
for it will never be the same for others.

I only wish that this valentine,
You are filled with happiness and joy,
and not with the same loneliness feeling that troubles me.
For your happiness is sufficient to fill my heart with joy.

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