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Darkest day, Darkest time. With you by my side, let there be light!
Sunday, March 20, 2011 at 7:29:00 PM

During these hard times in this dark days,
I wish you were here with me by my side.
Because together with you by my side,
i could triumph over all odds.

If love is the sources of all life,
then my love for you is the fuel that's keeping me going.
Taking down every life challenges as it present itself,
because with you by my side nothing is impossible in life!

I would not compare your beauty to a rose,
because as time pass flower will wit away.
But you on the other hand will stay beautiful forever,
because your beauty will forever be engrave in my memory.

However I would compare your beauty to the moon,
which shines upon the land in the place of the sun that had set.
Lifting away the darkness which clouds the land,
while providing a glimpse of hope for those who have darkness in their heart.

Illuminating the night sky together with the stars,
providing a path of light in the dark skies.
Aiding those who have lost their way in life,
while portraying a indescribable beauty, wonders and mysteries of life.

With you by my side,
i would never be lost in life.
For although there may be darkness in life,
but i believe you would always shine a path for me!


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Life on a face pace~!
Thursday, March 17, 2011 at 8:33:00 PM

My life is like the time spent in a race track,
it is always in face pace,
though sometimes it maybe dreadfully long,
but most of the time it is over before you can think of the time.

Some classes are dreadfully long,
especially if you are confused and in LaLa land,
but some classes are especially short,
especially when you have the adrenaline rush or the mood to concentrate.

However exams are a totally different categories,
because the preparation you made for the few hours in exam hall,
seems dreadfully long and take forever to complete,
and being me naturally i would spent most of my time procrastinating till the last minute.

If you do something you loved or enjoy,
time move at a different pace as oppose to something you don't really like.
It is the same when you are working.
Therefore choose something in the field you really enjoy or interesting to work,
because if not your life would be very miserable!

The bad thing about life is you can't turn back time,
and time continues to move forward as you ponder or struggle on your mistakes.
Therefore you should always think about your actions before you make them,
because you won't have the leisure to regret about it later.

Therefore spent you time wisely,
and try not to waste it or regret about it later,
because the material things in life that you lost could be earn back,
but time is priceless and it will wait for no one.

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Life and its beauties~!
at 7:35:00 PM

In a blink of an eye the day turn into night,
and the bright skies turn into darkness,
and a starry skies and a bright moon appear,
illuminating the dark skies with its beauty.

If my life could be comparable to the beauty of the night skies,
it would have be the ideal paradise for me,
Lying back on the grassy hill,
enjoying the breeze while falling asleep looking at the beautiful night skies.

Thou it might not be comparable to the beauty of the rainbow,
which only appears during daytime after a rainy day.
Because the rainbow gives me hopes that at the end of the rainbow,
there will be a pot of gold.

However there is also beauty in daytime when the sun rises,
because it lifts away the curtains of dark skies,
illuminating the darkness which fall upon the land during the night,
and warming up the hearts of people it shines upon.

If my life could be compared to the beauties of life,
i would be living in eden.
But deep down inside,
I believe that there is paradise on earth,
we just need to find the place and make it a reality.



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Love and regrets
Saturday, March 05, 2011 at 10:32:00 PM

Would you forgive me for breaking your heart,

Thou I have finally realised the mistakes I did in the past,

Nevertheless regrets have no mean if there is no forgivance,

For much repent would not compensate for the harm I had caused you.


Thinking about you during the sleepless nights,

About the crimes I committed to you,

For the loneliness you suffered when I left you,

And the tears that you weep for me every night before you sleep.


I know it’s too late to comfort you now,

For during the day I left you,

Was alone with a broken heart.

It was like the sun being covered by the cloud and the rain started to pour.


I would apologise a million times for all the lies I told you,

During the time when we were together,

For although I told you countless times “I Love You”,

Nevertheless I still leave you in the end with a broken heart.


Now I only wish you had moved on with your life,

For there is no point hanging on to the broken relationship,

And you deserve someone better than me,

My only regret is giving up what I once had with you.

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A dream far from reality
Wednesday, March 02, 2011 at 9:46:00 PM

I wish the wind could take me away,

Flying through the skies,

In a journey across the rainbow,

Where paradise awaits in the other end,

For i have given up hope on this world.


If life is make up of bonds of relationship and responsibility,

I would give it up right now,

Because i do not have any bonds of friendship in this world.

There is only solitude awaits me,

For my only friends are my family,

Therefore my only responsibility lies towards them.


If memories are made up of parts of life,

I would be made up of sad memories,

For the only time i am happy is when i am vacationing with my family.

And the others are made up of fragments of broken pieces of my heart,

For i had been betrayed by friendship and devastated in the game of love.


If depression has cloud my judgement and perspective view of life,

That maybe because I had locked my heart away long time ago,

In a place far away where it is beyond the reach of the light.

Because I want to escape from the harsh reality of life,

For fairy tale does not exist,

At least for me.


Though I have dreamt countless number of times about the future,

Nevertheless dreams will stay a dream,

It will never become a reality,

Because my alternate reality in my dream is too far apart to grasp.

That’s why sometimes I do not want to wake up,

Because it’s far better to continue sleeping where u r someone in your dream.


I really wish the wind would bring me together,

Blow me away in a journey across the rainbow where paradise awaits,

So i could continue enjoying my dream in an eternity of slumber,

Away from this harsh and cruel world,

Where I have lost all my chips in the game of life and love,

Because there is only darkness and loneliness awaits me in this world.

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