Julian's Blog and Life

To Turn Over a New Leaf!

2012-01-08T15:08:00.004+08:00

I am way too young too worry to much about life,
Must start to learn to complete things one at a time.
Multitasking doesn't necessary means you could complete faster,
Sometimes Quality is better than Quantity.

Must accept that you can't solve all the problems in life,
You are only a one man army,
Sometimes accepting help from others is nothing to be shy off,
Because no man can stand alone in this world!

Love is always complicated,
One which we will never fully understand,
There is no right and wrong in love,
the only lesson you learn from it is sacrifices and compromises.

You can will never truly be satisfy with what you have in world,
But in a way life is a process of learning to be contended with what you have.
Because its physically impossible to satisfy a person greed,
But it is possible to be happy with what you had achieved!

Life moves too fast for regrets!

2012-01-08T15:06:00.010+08:00

life changes in a blink of an eye,
you might be entangle in a web one moment,
but you are never caught in the same position forever.

Life is a process of learning and treasuring memories.
There is always something new happening everyday,
and we always learn something new.

While we can't change the past,
but we can certainly change the future.
But all depends on our present self.

If there is one thing i learned from life,
is to treasure every moment you have from it.
Because you only live life once,
so make the best out of it!

When Love comes crashing into life!

2012-01-08T15:06:00.009+08:00

Everyday i spent my time looking at your pictures,
Wondering why wouldn't you accept my love.
For i would have given up everything,
To run away with you.

For i couldn't have live without you,
Neither will i move on with my life.
Because i am trap between love and life,
and i would choose love any day.

You may have move on to a live without me,
My only wish is that you do far better off without me.
For your happiness,
is the only thing i care.

I don't think falling in love with you is a mistake,
I would do the same if i were given a second chance
Because I would love you forever,
Till the end of times.

trying to compose song but utterly failed

2011-12-04T20:14:00.003+08:00

It was just yesterday i found love,

on a beautiful saturday morning,

It was that time,

When i first saw youuuu....

It was just yesterday when i first saw you,

and my sense of time had stop.

Because today all i could think of is you,

for your beautiful image has been burned into my memory.

If only everyday was just like yesterday,

my time had stopped the moment i met you.

While life goes on,

But i am stranded in that moment where i saw you.

If i could describe how i feel about you,

It would be like watching the cherry blossom blooming in my heart

for i would had lost all my composure,

because not even my icy heart could withstand you.

If only there was a second chance in life,

i would turn back time,

and grab my courage and talk to you,

for now there are only regrets,

why didn't i just took that chance.

If only i would have a second chance to meet you

i would not have lost my words to the sight you just like yesterday,

But instead i would just ask you out on a date,

because i fell in love from the first sight of you.

love is complicated!

2011-12-04T08:07:00.000+08:00

The thorns of the path of love might be unbearable to some,
For its journey might be long for some,
But the rewards might be just worth the sacrifices made.

We were born into this world as pairs,
and we spend most of our youth soul searching for lovers,
but some might spend their whole life searching and not found theirs.

Love is about chemistry,
while life is about making choices,
as much as we try to find the link between them,
there aren't any because if we try bring them together,
you only get complications!

Some might have fate to meet,
yet they might not have the fate to be together.
While others might not have the fate to last together.

Therefore you could say love is predestined,
But it wasn't because you made a choice to love him or her,
it was because both of you love each other that make the relationship works.

Al i could implied is that,
If it was meant to be,
then it is meant to be,
But if it isn't,
then all you could do is hope for the best.

Because you might have upper hand in life,
but you have no say in love.
In the end you requires two people for a relationship to work!

Hmm posts i post on facebook...

2011-11-09T10:00:00.002+08:00

9 November 2011

Ur life reflects upon the choices/decision you choose to take. It is not a matter of making the right decision or not, but it matter on whether you choose to stick by it. Sometimes it is good to be stick by your own decision doesn't means it will always be right. A wise person will take into account others opinion while making his/her decision. Whether it is to ultimately make the decision always lies with you and not with others. While some are stubborn and choose to stick with the decision they have made whether it is right or wrong, but sometime it might be wiser to pry into or consider the future and decide whether it is best to make sacrifices and cut the losses by retracting the previous decision by making another one. As i mention, life is about making choices, making a bad choice doesn't means that is the end of the world for you, it is whether u r wise enough to adapt to the circumstances and try to compensate for your previous mistake or make a better decision. The problem in life are never easy, and it is the method of solving these problems which makes one different from the less!

7 November 2011

everyone has their own perspective in life, sometime they may share the same or common goal, but they have different ways of implementing them. everyone believes that they are right and often argument occurs because one person is trying to convince the other that their perspective is wrong. However who is the on that determines who is truly at fault? Who gives the authority or power to judge others? If everyone is equal, they should be allow to judge for themselves what is right and wrong and not adhere to others version. If we only blindly follow what others tell us, we do not possess any leadership quality, as such we depends on others to be successful in life. There is no harm in listening to advices, the outcome only comes from acting upon it. While some advices may be beneficial to you, but there are also advices which are not. In the end the decision is up to us to judge which path or perspective we want to follow. It is this decision we make that distinguish oneself from another. Whether we choose the correct decision or not, we could only learn from it, nothing more nothing less. For dealing with our mistakes and getting over regrets are also one of the leadership quality we need to ascertain to be successful in life!

6 November 2011

Suffering and Hardship goes hand in hand with Accomplishment and Joy for without either we will not know the true meaning behind them. In order for ur to enjoy our life or feel a sense of accomplishment, we need to work hard and suffer first in order to build our foundation for a better future. Vice versa if we don't work hard and only enjoy all the time, we would suffer in the future and therefore we would be in despair rather than joy!
Even if u were born rich like the life of a king, if ur whole life has only been groom to enjoy and spend money... in the end without working one day the money would run out... However if u r poor, but u work hard, u might be able to change ur star and ur life... Our life, fate or destiny is not written down in stone not carve in history. Furthermore this is not like ancient time, therefore we have the option to choose the path of life we want to lead. It is not pre-determine by god nor chance nor anything cosmic-mystical event. As long as we want something, we need to work hard to achieve it! Whether it is study or working, as long as we pour our heart into it, there is definitely reward in the end!

4th novermber 2011

My life has always been a one man journey in a way, i do meet friends from time to time, and also learned to trust some of them. However i believe that each person would still requires to travel alone sometime, because not all paths will necessary lead to the same journey. As i journey through the valley of darkness alone, i discovered that life was not as complicated as it seems. It is the addition of other factors into the equation which makes life complicated. Unnecessary emotions and conflicts which could be avoided... If only life were that simple... But 1 thing is for sure, i could rely on some good friends i met over time...

I know my quotes or words are a bit rusty after all i never wrote a inspirational post nor emotional post for so long!

Love is no coincidence!

2011-04-05T20:46:00.001+08:00

If love only happens once in a blue moon,

It gives us more reasons to treasure it.

Because once you lost it,

u might never get a second chance!

Could love at first sight,

be equate to the time when the flower starts to blossoms?

or when the ice in the poles starts to melt,

when the sun starts to shine brightly in ur heart?

Sometimes when u r together,

u will inevitably be ignorant to your surrounding.

because in your world at the time,

there is only the 2 of you inside it.

I believe that destiny had already written our path in love,

that we are originally made in pairs.

Irrespective of how we are separated in this world,

In the end we will still end up together.

Despite all the obstacles in our path,

and all the hurdles we been through,

if we were meant to be despite all odds,

in the end we will be together like it was written by destiny.

Darkest day, Darkest time. With you by my side, let there be light!

2011-03-20T19:29:00.003+08:00

During these hard times in this dark days,

I wish you were here with me by my side.

Because together with you by my side,

i could triumph over all odds.

If love is the sources of all life,

then my love for you is the fuel that's keeping me going.

Taking down every life challenges as it present itself,

because with you by my side nothing is impossible in life!

I would not compare your beauty to a rose,

because as time pass flower will wit away.

But you on the other hand will stay beautiful forever,

because your beauty will forever be engrave in my memory.

However I would compare your beauty to the moon,

which shines upon the land in the place of the sun that had set.

Lifting away the darkness which clouds the land,

while providing a glimpse of hope for those who have darkness in their heart.

Illuminating the night sky together with the stars,

providing a path of light in the dark skies.

Aiding those who have lost their way in life,

while portraying a indescribable beauty, wonders and mysteries of life.

With you by my side,

i would never be lost in life.

For although there may be darkness in life,

but i believe you would always shine a path for me!

Life on a face pace~!

2011-03-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

My life is like the time spent in a race track,

it is always in face pace,

though sometimes it maybe dreadfully long,

but most of the time it is over before you can think of the time.

Some classes are dreadfully long,

especially if you are confused and in LaLa land,

but some classes are especially short,

especially when you have the adrenaline rush or the mood to concentrate.

However exams are a totally different categories,

because the preparation you made for the few hours in exam hall,

seems dreadfully long and take forever to complete,

and being me naturally i would spent most of my time procrastinating till the last minute.

If you do something you loved or enjoy,

time move at a different pace as oppose to something you don't really like.

It is the same when you are working.

Therefore choose something in the field you really enjoy or interesting to work,

because if not your life would be very miserable!

The bad thing about life is you can't turn back time,

and time continues to move forward as you ponder or struggle on your mistakes.

Therefore you should always think about your actions before you make them,

because you won't have the leisure to regret about it later.

Therefore spent you time wisely,

and try not to waste it or regret about it later,

because the material things in life that you lost could be earn back,

but time is priceless and it will wait for no one.

Life and its beauties~!

2011-03-17T19:35:00.003+08:00

In a blink of an eye the day turn into night,

and the bright skies turn into darkness,

and a starry skies and a bright moon appear,

illuminating the dark skies with its beauty.

If my life could be comparable to the beauty of the night skies,

it would have be the ideal paradise for me,

Lying back on the grassy hill,

enjoying the breeze while falling asleep looking at the beautiful night skies.

Thou it might not be comparable to the beauty of the rainbow,

which only appears during daytime after a rainy day.

Because the rainbow gives me hopes that at the end of the rainbow,

there will be a pot of gold.

However there is also beauty in daytime when the sun rises,

because it lifts away the curtains of dark skies,

illuminating the darkness which fall upon the land during the night,

and warming up the hearts of people it shines upon.

If my life could be compared to the beauties of life,

i would be living in eden.

But deep down inside,

I believe that there is paradise on earth,

we just need to find the place and make it a reality.

Love and regrets

2011-03-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

Would you forgive me for breaking your heart,

Thou I have finally realised the mistakes I did in the past,

Nevertheless regrets have no mean if there is no forgivance,

For much repent would not compensate for the harm I had caused you.

Thinking about you during the sleepless nights,

About the crimes I committed to you,

For the loneliness you suffered when I left you,

And the tears that you weep for me every night before you sleep.

I know it’s too late to comfort you now,

For during the day I left you,

Was alone with a broken heart.

It was like the sun being covered by the cloud and the rain started to pour.

I would apologise a million times for all the lies I told you,

During the time when we were together,

For although I told you countless times “I Love You”,

Nevertheless I still leave you in the end with a broken heart.

Now I only wish you had moved on with your life,

For there is no point hanging on to the broken relationship,

And you deserve someone better than me,

My only regret is giving up what I once had with you.

A dream far from reality

2011-03-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

I wish the wind could take me away,

Flying through the skies,

In a journey across the rainbow,

Where paradise awaits in the other end,

For i have given up hope on this world.

If life is make up of bonds of relationship and responsibility,

I would give it up right now,

Because i do not have any bonds of friendship in this world.

There is only solitude awaits me,

For my only friends are my family,

Therefore my only responsibility lies towards them.

If memories are made up of parts of life,

I would be made up of sad memories,

For the only time i am happy is when i am vacationing with my family.

And the others are made up of fragments of broken pieces of my heart,

For i had been betrayed by friendship and devastated in the game of love.

If depression has cloud my judgement and perspective view of life,

That maybe because I had locked my heart away long time ago,

In a place far away where it is beyond the reach of the light.

Because I want to escape from the harsh reality of life,

For fairy tale does not exist,

At least for me.

Though I have dreamt countless number of times about the future,

Nevertheless dreams will stay a dream,

It will never become a reality,

Because my alternate reality in my dream is too far apart to grasp.

That’s why sometimes I do not want to wake up,

Because it’s far better to continue sleeping where u r someone in your dream.

I really wish the wind would bring me together,

Blow me away in a journey across the rainbow where paradise awaits,

So i could continue enjoying my dream in an eternity of slumber,

Away from this harsh and cruel world,

Where I have lost all my chips in the game of life and love,

Because there is only darkness and loneliness awaits me in this world.

The dark and chilly night before the morning sun

2011-02-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

My life is dull and gray,

for i can't find any other color in life.

Like the gloomy skies covers with dark clouds where the sun can't shine,

only a sorrowful rainy weather and darkness could be found.

Your presence in my life is like the morning sun shining through the mist,

where u brighten the dark skies and lift the fog,

warming my body which was chilled by the breeze of wind flowing through the window.

For as long as i had you by my side,

there wouldn't be darkness and coldness in my life.

My life before i knew you was a mess,

i struggle daily to piece my life together,

as i have no clue what i want from life.

But getting to know you change everything,

because now all i want from life is to be with you.

Life without you is torturing.

For i count the time and days i spent without you everyday,

missing you dearly with each moment pass...

Because i can't imagine the thought of living a life without you by my side.

Love transcend all boundaries,

and there shouldn't be a condition in love.

If you truly love someone,

you will do anything for them,

and never demand anything in return.

Being alone during Valentine

2011-02-14T18:19:00.001+08:00

My life without you by myside,

is pointless during this valentine day.

For every year valentine day,

all i could do is think of you.

While love blossoms in the air during this joyful day,

i lie on my bed thinking about you.

For the only thing i could do,

is keep you within my memory.

I could only hope and dream of a future with you,

an alternate reality which we are together.

But in reliaty i would not dare to confront you,

because i am afraid to get my heart broken.

If my actions can describes my feeling for you,

it would be reaching out for the stars and getting them for you.

For you are like the stars shinning brightly and warmly in my heart,

and i want you to feel the same.

But during this valentine day,

even though i couldn't tell you how i feel,

i still would wish that you are contended and happy with what you have,

For all that is matter to me now is your happiness.

Valentine Day

2011-02-14T12:19:00.007+08:00

Every year during this Valentine Day,

I got to celebrate alone,

but without you by my side,

there is no point of celebrating at all.

Sometimes its better to stay home,

rather than going out with friends,

because the streets and mall will be fill with couples,

and you will feel empty inside the heart.

My life is so empty without you,

i wish you were here with me.

If only we are together,

then i won't feel so lonely this day.

Passing time without you,

is like a routine schedule in my timetable,

you were are abnormally in my life,

which make my life more interesting.

There isn't a single day i do not miss you,

for i think about you everyday.

Because my life without you,

is lonely and like being confined to solitude.

But i think this day will never come,

because you will never know how i feel,

for i got my heart broken once,

and i never dare to share my feeling with another girl.

For solitude is the only solution for me,

where i conceal my feelings for you,

and never again will i share,

the same feelings for other girls.

Because interacting with different people,

produces different feelings,

therefore my feeling for you is special,

for it will never be the same for others.

I only wish that this valentine,

You are filled with happiness and joy,

and not with the same loneliness feeling that troubles me.

For your happiness is sufficient to fill my heart with joy.

Time stops the moment i met you...

2011-01-30T03:03:00.005+08:00

As the dust settles,

and there is only me left,

in a room all alone.

I stare blankly outside the window,

wondering how you felt about me.

Time passes slowly as i think about you,

for it seems like forever without you around me...

Life continue to move on,

but i am still stuck at the same moment where u left me,

for my life had never change since the day i met you.

You were the greatest thing i ever had,

you were part of me, part of my life, the reason i existed,

because i couldn't think of a day i could live without you.

I miss the time we used to talk,

back when we were close,

but why did we ever felt apart?

If only i could turn back time,

back to when we first met,

maybe i could have done something different,

maybe we still be together.

if only i could turn back time...

But all is too late now,

there is only regrets left,

for it is over between us...

I only wish that you will be better off without me,

for i certainly am not better off without you.

The sweet and sour memories of life!

2011-01-28T21:10:00.005+08:00

The Path of life is always bitter,

ultimately it depends on how u decorate it,

for different people have different views on life!

I wonder why life is constantly changing,

Sometimes it becomes so unbearable,

Yet sometime it feels worth it being alive!

I only wish everyday is a journey across the rainbow,

where at end of the the rainbow,

you will find a pot of gold...

But thing are never as simple as life put it.

There are constantly challenges and obstacles,

detouring us from our path in life!

Everyday of life is never the same,

you can't turn back time and live in the past,

nor can you see what is install for you in the future.

All you have are memories of the past,

and a foundation in the presence,

to be a stepping stone for the future...

With all the sweet and sour memories of the past,

which shape your character and your life up till today,

but it will never be the same in the future,

because life is a never ending journey of memories...

Treasure the moments and opportunity when it presence itself,

and try your best in life.

Maybe then you could perform miracles and succeed in the harsh path of life!

Life without you

2011-01-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

As the droplets of rain start flowing down my window,

i crawl to a corner,

and start weeping endless stream of tears.

Wishing that i could turn back time,

back to the moment i first met you...

Hoping that i could have done something different...

Maybe you wouldn't have left me in the crossroads...

Remembering of those memories of us,

wishing that we were still together,

as i mend my sorrowful heart with tears.

Your presence has change my life once,

like a bright sun that fills my heart with warmth.

But your absence has change my life again,

leaving an empty void fill sorrowful emotions.

If only you haven't left me,

i wouldn't have need to rearrange the puzzles in my life,

for you constituted a major part in my life.

But i never regretted loving you for a moment,

because i know the time we spent together were special,

and i will remember it forever,

or maybe till a new sun will fill my heart with warmth again.

The bonds between people!

2011-01-15T17:59:00.004+08:00

As i gazed upon the mirror,
and looking upon my own reflection,
I only saw an empty shell,
in a wide and confusing world.

Living aimlessly throughout my life,
struggling daily in order to find a purpose,
For my existence in this world.

The purpose of life may varies between individual.
Some may live for love,
while other may live in pursuit of some greater accomplishment.
There is a never ending pursuit in finding one's own identity.

With a heart form with solitude,
from all the disappointment and heartbreaks of life.
And a mind that detaches itself from society,
because it has lost its faith in people.

The only thing left is an empty shell,
governed only by time itself,
as it sat there silently,
awaiting for his time to be up.

The bond which creates from interaction with people,
Is often taken for granted and tested with challenges.
But it is more important that one may perceive,
For it is the source of depression...

The feeling of emptiness within ones heart and soul,
clouds one judgment of what he perceive the world to be.
For he has lost his trust in people,
The only one that he can trust is himself.

Diluting himself with self pity and regrets,
Reinforcing his depression within his heart and mind,
in a place where no light would reach,
the only thing left is to await for his death.

Life may seem cruel to some,
but the truth varies between individual,
For different people live different lives.
The only thing you could do is to try your best.

Self pitying and regrets will get you no where in life,
Nor the thought of suicide will help you escape.
The Echos of the decision and actions of our life,
affects us more than we think.

Always remember you are not alone,
for you are not the only person in this world.
Therefore why choose to be alone,
when you could develop a endless possibility of relationship with everyone else.

The Void that exist within the heart!

2011-01-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

Since the beginning of times,

Everyone has a void in their heart,

Which lead to a never ending quest to fill it.

Some may find them in love,

Others may find them in success.

However there is a similarity between them,

A heart filled with sins or virtue.

The void that exist within my heart,

Is filled with darkness and depression,

For it has broken one too many times.

Time and time again,

The heart was shattered,

Till there is nothing left but a void.

The light no longer shines in this clouded heart,

For it has lost its faith…

All that is left is a heart filled with darkness…

The emotion within the heart,

Has became solitude with depression,

For it has lost its faith and trust in love.

My heart or emotions has became as frozen,

As the chilly and dark days of winter,

Where the sun will never rises,

And the cold never sleeps.

Maybe till a day when the ice has melt,

And the heart becomes warm again,

Maybe then the sun will shine within the heart again.

Life and Romance

2010-09-22T18:18:00.002+08:00

Why do we need romance in life?

Why do we need to be in a relationship?

Is life really better when u have another person in your heart?

Isolating the world because there is only the two of you.

Is she/he really the one for you?

What happen if you get your heart broken?

Who will hold you up during those depressing days?

Breaking up and saying your goodbyes is the hurtful most things that you experience in life.

Some people don't believe in romance because they do want to get hurt,

But who are we to blame them?

If we can't even control our own life,

are we suppose to decide the fates of others?

Life is complicated because of relationships,

the relationship we have with our family and friends,

and also the relationship with have with our lover.

Often the most complicated relationship are with our lovers.

Problems do arise from time to time,

because no one person are equal.

They have their differences,

and often it results in argument over who is right?

You might be meant for each other,

but that doesn't mean there won't be conflicts in our relationship.

Often those that are ignorant about it that are the one that have unstable relationships,

thats because without tolerance and sacrifices,

a relationship will never work.

Pondering on one's mistakes doesn't change the facts in life,

Rather than regretting over the decisions you have made,

Learn from it and move on with life.

The beauty of life is that you might not be able to change the past,

But you can sure change your future.

Learning from your past mistakes are valuable assets in life,

Because experiences could not be bought with money.

It has to be forge over time and some time it requires great sacrifices,

which it turn mold and forge you into a better and brighter person,

which will eventually lead to you being successful in life.

If no one dares to get hurt in life,

You will never succeed in life.

Because no matter how you try insulate yourself from life,

You will still be hurt whether by your own doing or other factors,

because you are just a human which have feelings.

It takes courage to prepare yourself in the face of imminent dangers,

because you need to get ready to make sacrifices in life,

whether it will be beneficial or hurtful to you.

So that you will eventually be able to reap the fruit of success in life.

If you never give up in life,

Eventually you will succeed in the end.

Because the journey of life is an endless one,

there can be no winner or loser in life,

Only survivors of life itself!

Life

2010-09-19T16:48:00.001+08:00

If only life was that simple as it seems,

I won’t be sitting here thinking about it.

My life is so complicated as i saw it,

Maybe because of the decisions i have made?

Sometimes i do wonder why life is so boring?

Sometimes i wonder why i am trap within my own boundaries.

Sometimes i think my life was planned,

From the beginning of my journey.

Life is about the choices we make,

The decisions we made in life affect our life.

The sacrifices we have made,

The time we have spent,

Determine how our life is shape.

If Life was as simple as seems,

I won’t be so stress out.

If only my life was simple,

I won’t be so miserable.

If only i can choose...

The true freedom lies in the choices,

The random acts we used to take.

Without any planning or preparations,

The only we can enjoy life to the fullest.

Because in life it doesn’t work always as we have planned.

Life might sometimes bring you down.

No matter how high you can stand,

You are not invisible.

Because you are just a human,

And life has a way of bringing you back down.

If you truly appreciate life as it is,

You would not have complained how tough life could be.

But appreciate life at it is.

Things can come and go in life,

But those special moments that happen in life will forever stay in your heart and thoughts.

Greed is a Necessity of life

2010-09-14T17:56:00.003+08:00

Greed is a necessity of life as stated by Michael Douglas in Wall Street 1987,

Greed for the lack of a better word is good,
Greed is right,
Greed works.
Greed Clarify, cut through and captures the essence of the evolutionary spirit.
Greed in all of its forms breath the life from money, from love, from knowledge has mark upward surge of mankind.
And greed... You mark my words will not only save Taldar paper and the other malfunctioning cooperation of the USA.

Quoted from Gordon Gekko (Michael Douglas) From Wall Street (1987)

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Although Greed maybe a seven deadly sin,

But most can't deny that Greed is necessary in life.

Without Greed there won't be ambitions.

Without Greed there won't be Hope.

Regardless to say without Greed you will never get rich!

If Greed is all source of evil,

then isn't wealth, power and money the same?

If life as we speak are as pure as what we perceived,

All of us would have been living in a societies of lies.

No one can survive in this world without Greed!

The temptation of greed is the one that drives you,

Force you to do things which you may not like,

Torture you to the point of exhaustion or stress out,

So that your beautiful dream of living in paradise might come true.

It is all down to greed that drives a person not your will power!

If greed is a necessity of life why would it be a deadly sin?

It is because too much greed is not good for life!

You may be able to achieve something out of greed,

But sometimes you might be compelled to do what ever it takes,

even if it were to commit crimes or illegal acts to succeed in life.

There must be a balance in life in everything you do,

overdoing it might lead to unwanted consequence,

because everything you done in life can be held accountable!

Every sacrifices or decisions you made will eventually determine the path of your life.

Therefore any mistakes you make in life will eventually comes back to haunt you in 1 form or another.

Greed might be necessary evil in life,

But it is our conscious that keep every thing in our life in check,

So that we do not make any undesirable mistakes in life,

which we would live to regret later on in life.

Because the beauty of life itself is that nothing is impossible in life!

Depressing day...

2010-09-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

If only life work as i planned,

my life won't be turn upside down in an instance.

Sometimes i do wonder what are the use of plans if they never work out?

I should just follow my feelings every time instead of wasting my time planning,

since the things i plans so far always backfire on me.

I have grown tired of all this "let downs" in life.

If i do not need to expect anything,

then i wouldn't be upset about anything.

I would be just live a carefree life,

How great will that be?

If only there are chances in life that work out for me,

I wouldn't be here depressing about my life.

If only life is a smooth sailing in the open sea,

My ship would not have capsize some many times making me wet.

But what i do fear the most is actually drowning in life itself.

I have asked myself why do i have to live through this miserable life,

But until today i still do not have the answer to that question.

The only thing that is keeping me alive is my fear of death itself,

Taking one life is not as easy as it may seem,

because no matter what method u choose,

you will still have to suffer before you die.

There are no shortcuts in life,

every path of life might eventually lead you to your destination,

however during the journey you might have to make countless sacrifices before you succeed,

some which eventually will defines or shape your ideal or values in life.

In the end it comes down to whether you control your life or your life controls you.

In today society most of the people life are being control,

It is only the rich and the powerful that control life itself.

But that is only the minority of the world population,

because Majority of us still have to follow rules and abide by life itself.

Brain wash since we were young by the concept of civilization,

but in fact we were just living by a set of rules made by the Masters of life!

I believe everyone had their own hardship or stress in life.

However i do wonder what would be more stress than being lonely?

Sometimes it will be just great to just hang back and relax with some friends,

It sure beats the hell of being alone.

Because as a human we do need to socialize with others even though sometimes we need our space alone.

If only life is not as harsh as its appears to me,

I would be happy everyday and wouldn't be depressed about it.

But somehow not every wish will come true in life no matter how much faith you have.

Because life is full of disappointments as it is a life learning process.

You are never too old or young to learn about the facts of life.

The only thing cheerful in life are rainbows

because i believe somewhere over the rainbow,

my happiness lies there...

Managing your stress

2010-09-01T15:29:00.005+08:00

Life can be stressful at times,

Just by living today alone can be stressful.

It could be due to self-induced stress or other form of stress,

But it is all down to how u manage your life.

Some people have a carefree life,

while others are stuck in their own world of stressful environment.

We might not be able to choose our family background,

but we can definitely choose the path of life we want in the future.

You might be born from the slum,

but that doesn't mean you are destined to live there.

If you strive hard and try your best,

eventually you will be rewarded for your effort.

Think of life as the same as alchemy.

Something have to be sacrifice in order to gain something of the equivalent value.

You might not notice it but every decisions you make has a sacrifice,

whether it is good or bad it depends on the situation.

The higher your ambition,

the more stressful you are making yourself.

You can be a workaholic and get rich,

But that doesn't mean you be happy with the lifestyle you have.

There must be a balance in life,

between your social life and work.

Those people that can manage their life well,

are often those that are stress-free and happy with their life.

As a student you are destined to study.

You do not need to be the top student,

But as long as you understand the knowledge that is passed on to you,

Then there is no reason why you can't enjoy life and have fun when you are studying.

Some might not like what their doing or are forced to,

But look at it at a brighter side of life.

If life is really that stressful as we speak of,

then lots of us have enter the asylum or ended our life as we speak.

What you do in life does matters.

Whether you made a mistake in life,

or you achieve something.

It is all your life experiences and moments you gain in life.

Treasure every moments of your life,

because you do not want to regret later on in life.

Sometimes it is better to be safe than sorry,

because that time it will be too late to apologize or regret about it.

Do not look back into the past,

instead look towards the bright future.

Because you can't change the past,

but you can definitely change your future.

P.s:

Everything in life can be stressful,

however it all depends on you and how you deal with it.

You can't avoid stress,

but at least you can be prepare for it and also if you manage it well,

You can still have fun in life!

Facing depression and punching it in the face!

2010-08-31T23:12:00.005+08:00

Recently i been doing some soul searching to determine what i really want in life, but still i couldn't come up with an answer. However 1 thing is for sure, i am consider lucky to be alive and born into the family i am currently living with. So treasure you love ones especially your parents because they are the one that make your life special!

If only everyday was a sunshine,

then there won't be cloudy days in life.

If only the road in life was straight,

then there won't be so many of us getting lost.

Life may seem difficult at times,

But there are nothing impossible in life.

If sky was the limit,

then everything is achievable.

Sometimes things might not go according to plans,

but there is nothing to be depress or angry about.

Because part of life is copping with the changes,

and learn to adapt and live with it.

Life might suck sometimes,

But do not be negative about it.

Because everyone experiences it,

therefore you are not alone in this world.

Sometimes it is better to view things in a different perspective,

because every challenges is a life experience that make us tougher.

Every failure can be turn into an opportunity,

because we only succeed in life by learning through our failures.

You can never be a winner all the time,

sometimes you will be a loser in life.

But rather than be sad about it,

learn from it and move on with life.

Sometimes it doesn't hurt to express your feelings,

because there are those among your friends who will gladly listen.

Sometimes it is better to share your burden,

because no one is alone in this world so why think that way?

Sometimes it is better to Forgive and Forget and move on with life,

because there is no point in hating someone forever.

It only wastes your precious time and energy,

when you could be enjoying your life with your love ones.

Always live life to the fullest,

because you only live once.

There is no point regretting,

because you can't change the past,

but you can change the future.

You are never alone in this world

2010-08-30T21:28:00.004+08:00

You will never be alone,

because i am always here.

You will never walk alone,

because i am by your side.

Things might get ugly sometimes,

but i never leave your side.

If u need a shoulder to lean on,

you can always depend on me.

Life is a mess,

but i can help you straighten it out.

You may fall down once in a while,

But i will be there to assist u.

Life is a blessing in disguise,

therefore appreciate it.

Don't be sad about it,

Live to enjoy life to the fullest.

There is no point in wasting tears,

because it won't change the past.

It only sadden those around you,

so forgive and forget and move on with life.

Always remember that you friends are by your side,

therefore there is no reason for you to be depressed alone.

Share your emotions and feelings with your friends,

You never know that your friends might be able to help you.

You weren't born in this world alone,

Neither you are excluded from society,

so don't be sad and conceal all your emotions to yourself,

You feel much better if you express it out.

Therefore be optimistic with life,

because you never know when your life might end.

So why waste your time be depressed about it,

when you could be spend your time enjoy life to the fullest.

Never give up in yourself,

because the most important thing in life is yourself esteem.

Always look at the brighter side of life,

because there are always something new happening in life.

A Time Before I met You

2010-03-26T16:55:00.003+08:00

There was a time before i met you,

i was lost.

There was a time before i know u,

My life was a mess.

Before meeting you my heart was broken,

shattered to dust and blown away by the wind.

Meeting you was my turning point life,

Because you save me from sorrow and ment my broken heart.

Everything about you make me smile,

Seeing you everyday is my luck.

For you are the only one that can brighten my day.

Even if we are separated by a distant,

but whenever i think of you,

we will be close to each other.

Love maybe hurtful at times,

but it also bring happiness and warm.

For as long as we have each other,

we will be happy forever.

Life is a journey to be taken together,

Life is not about oneself all alone,

The things we share in live will be our memories,

For as long as we are together nothing in life can trouble us.

Time shall be a test of our testament of our love,

For if our love is strong nothing will shatter our hearts.

Even till death our love shall be never dieing,

because it shall be pass on by our children to their children.

What is Romeo without Juliet?

What is a King without his Queen?

What is life without love,

won't it be just too sad...

Because only you can be my Queen Juliet.

Chances of life is as rare as time itself!

2010-01-31T20:30:00.002+08:00

Life is about taking chances,

because sometimes there isn't second chances in life.

The higher the stakes are in life,

the higher the reward you shall yield if you succeed.

Life is about moving forward,

Life is not about dwelling on past mistakes,

and regretting those decision you have made,

But rather it is about learning from those mistakes and moving on with life.

Life is not about success or failure,

It is about how well u plan or manage ur life.

Success or failure is all determine by ur decisions,

and not the actions you take.

Think about the consequences of your actions,

before you make your moves.

Always plan ahead before making any sudden movements.

Happiness can come in many form in life,

However in the end it is up to you whether you are satisfy with the happiness.

In the end of the day,

the only thing standing in your way from turning your life from miserable to happy is yourself.

Never neglect the little achievements in life,

because that is what put you in the position you are in now.

In the end success or failure is not determine by others,

It is determine by yourself.

Therefore never take things for granted,

and don't dwell on the past take it as an experience and move on with life.

Don't be afraid to take chances in life,

cause there if no time for regrets,

but there is always time to learn from your mistakes.

The journey of life

2009-12-29T18:47:00.002+08:00

Time is an entity which is priceless,

Time is equal to money,

But money doesn't necessary means time.

Time can't be bought nor sold,

Once past its history,

How you manage your time is up to you,

But 1 thing for sure no one want to waste their time.

There is only a limited amount of time for us in this world,

Once the time is up,

It is time to move on to the next world.

Everyone wants to leave a legacy in this world,

but how many has succeed in doing so?

But if look at the positive side everyone do leave their legacy in this world,

Not in the form of fame, fortune or power,

But love, bonds and relationship which keep us together and is engrave in our heart.

Humans are greedy by nature,

they are never satisfy with what they have.

So why puzzle over these problems that can never be solve?

We should instead be treasuring our live and our time,

and spending our precious moments with our love ones.

In this world nothing is impossible,

I do concur with this saying,

but however there is a limit in this world,

and that is time.

So try to achieve the impossible within the limited time,

and maybe you can prove that nothing is impossible in this world.

Life and relationship is the same,

with the given amount of time all will be clear.

What ever problems you faced can be solved,

and what ever obstacles ahead will be solve too.

It is through these hardship bonds are forged and relationship are strengthen,

And walking through the path of life,

we gain endless knowledge of experience to deal with our problems,

and pass them on to the future generations that will succeed us in our place.

For this is the journey of life,

and nothing is impossible,

except for time as the limit of our life.

Love of my life.

2009-12-24T01:13:00.004+08:00

What about life,

What about love,

What about the destiny awaiting us?

If it was fate then i would have been with you,

Because only you are meant for me,

Without you my life won't be complete.

If only you would give a chance to me,

i would prove to you love is everything to me,

If only you would notice me and what i have done for you,

then i wouldn't feel so sad and lonely during the nights missing you.

Sometimes i do wonder whether do i matter to you at all?

Of all things i hope and wish,

the only thing that matter is you.

I hope you can accept me,

and let me be by your side,

I do not want to be alone,

while thinking of you with another guy.

Sometimes i wish,

Sometime i hope,

that you will be with me,

for only you will cure my heart.

Although you been harsh on me,

but i don't mind because you see me,

at least u still care about me.

I wonder always whether you feel the same as i do,

I know that love can't be forced,

but i only wish that there is chance between us.

For my love for you never expect any repayment.

You are my heart,

you are my dream,

you are the only thing that i want in this world.

I have walk through the path of my life met tons of people,

but only you can stop me from walking away.

Only your charm,

Only your beauty can keep me by your side.

I don't really mind how much time and money i spent on you,

only i wish you would appreciate me and accept me for who i am.

For time is priceless,

but the time i spent with you is also priceless.

Money i spent on you,

is just a symbol of how much i love you.

But of all things i also wish that you find your true happiness,

even if you can't find it in me.

For i know that whenever you are happy,

I'm also happy for you. :)

What is the meaning of life?

2009-11-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

what is the meaning of life?
Is our path in life for us to decide?
or is it destine before we were born?

Is life always so beautiful?
Is life always perfect?
Is life a form of happiness?

I do always puzzle on these questions about life?
for my life to me is never prefect.
Life has never ending challenges which awaits us.
Through our struggle our misery we find happiness awaits.

But sometimes i think fate do play a role in life.
If we were fated to fail can we overcome the odds?
Or there are those fated to be rich and happy,
while the others are fated to suffer and be in despair?

However, I also believe that with determination nothing is impossible,
For the impossibility only lies in your mind and not your heart.
I believed that if we use all our heart to perform something,
then we would not have any regrets even if we can't achieve the result,
for we had tried our best and nothing more or less can change the fact.

Stop pondering our the past,
rather than wasting our precious time on regrets,
why not we work hard for the future?
We can't change our past but we certainly can change our future.

Time is priceless,
It can't be bought nor it can be sold,
each of us have limited time only,
so treasure those moments wisely,
and use your remaining time to achieve greatness,
For everyone of us desire to leave our legacy before we die.

Love is also priceless,
true love can't be bought or sold,
nor it can be measure,
but it can be determine through our action and sacrifices,
thou sometimes it is not visible but it is always there.

Happiness is made by ourselves not gifted.
those happy moments should be treasure,
because it will never last forever,
but it will last forever within our memories,
and it will be our source of power to strive on in life.

Life - Decisions - Feelings - Time

2009-11-11T10:22:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why my life is like this,
Was it destine for me to live it like this?
Or have it all been my decision that affects it?
I do wonder how different could my life be if i were another person.

Is life make up of all our feelings and emotion?
Or it is affected by our personality or our mind?
Most of the time our decisions are affected by our feelings.
The choices we take and the choices we make its all base on our the feelings of our heart.

Sometimes it just better to follow our heart then to follow our mind.
At least there will be more truth in the world,
and less deception which corrupt the world.
If only i could live in a perfect world and a perfect life,
then maybe i wouldn't have my ups and downs in life.

In life we have to make lots of difficult decision,
and every decision we make affect our future.
There is no point looking back at the decision we make,
because it can never change the past which is history now,
While the decision we are currently making are the ones that are important.

Sometimes in life we just have to treasure those decisions we made,
and not regret it because each decision we made have significant meaning,
and the outcomes varies from the decision we made.
I would say most of the time we are not wise in making decision,
but the point of making these decision is for us to learn from it,
and alter it to best suit our life.

No one can live forever,
so why waste ur time on regrets,
when u can use those time to enjoy.
It better to enjoy then to suffer.

Therefore think twice before making any decision,
and never look back on the past only move on with life.
For true happiness is base on the decision we make,
and not from despair on the obstacles of life.
They may deter us from our goals,
but as long with determination we will reach it no matter what.

For nothing is impossible in life,
Everything is possible,
the impossibility is only in our mind,
therefore we should overcome it,
for it is our greatest obstacle of all.

Time - Love - Life

2009-11-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

I wonder how can i ever lived without you by my side,
my life would not have been the same.
Meeting you was a change in my destiny.
Knowing you was my greatest achievement of all.
Without you i just might not survive in this world.

If we were fated to cross path in life,
why were we not meant to be together?
If life is full of surprises,
i would say you are the biggest surprise in my life.

Your mere existence has change my destiny.
You have change me in many ways you might not have known,
You have change both my feelings and personality when we met.
I wonder sometimes what would i have been without you?

Love is full of surprises and have its up and down,
If you treasure it you might be rewarded in the end.
No love can come without sacrifice,
it is through sacrifice the bond of love is further strengthen.

Life and love cannot be separated.
What is love without life and life without love?
There is no meaning of life without love.
From a mere friendship bond to a relationship bond,
It is all held together by love.

No one can live without love,
nor love can survive without life.
But the greatest of all is time.
Time can prove love and it is also essential in life.

Time cannot be bought or turn back,
once passed it is history,
and can only be remember as past.
Time can heal everything include mental wounds,
and at the same time it can prove everything in life.

Time is priceless and the most valuable possession in life.
Therefore we have to treasure time wisely and never waste it.
You can only regret on your decision and find a solution to it,
but you can never undo it.

Therefore treasure life and love wisely,
and try your best in both life and love.
For there is only one chance in life and love,
so best take it and treasure it forever,
and never regret any decision you made if you had try your best.

When the skies starts raining.

2009-11-09T13:55:00.002+08:00

When ever the day is a rainy moody weather,
My feelings too become moody and depressed.
I guess in someway i am connected to the weather.
My mood varies between the day.

Life as we see it has its up and downs.
Sometimes there is luck,
and sometimes it might just be ur worst day.
My day is stuck in the twilight zone of never ending moodiness.

Obstacles come and goes in life,
But some are here to stay.
When ever you are down,
Life will hit you in the face and make things worst.

There is no such things as when things are bad it will get better.
In life there is only 1 rule that is when things are bad it gets worst.
There is no meaning to look positive,
when in reality you are in deep trouble!

All there is to life is live the best out of it whenever you can,
and never expect any reward for ur effort,
or any help from anyone or life itself when you are down.
You will only suffer more when u expect more out of life.

Life is a cycle of misery,
When things are bad it only get worst.
So that when there is the tinest hope in life,
it is like our salvation in life for all our misery we suffered.

There are tons of road blocks in life,
They are meant to deter us from our goals.
And most of the time they succeed by causing us to be depress.
After all any mean to achieve the impossible is a furtile effort,
and it only cause more harm then good to have hope in life.

Fated to be

2009-11-08T01:16:00.004+08:00

If everything is fated to be,
then i guess my life is fated to be moody.
I guess it is fated that i should suffer,
Maybe it is because of all the sins i committed,
and the times have come for me to repay them.

If only there was a glimpse of light,
i would have reach out and grab hold of it.
But i guess fate isn't that kind to someone like me.
I guess i get what i deserved.

I wonder what would life be without me sometimes,
But i guess 1 way or the other life moves on.
I don't think i am important in life,
I can easily be replace by the other 6 billion inhabitants living on earth.

There is no purpose in my life,
maybe except the fact that i meant a lot to my family.
I guess that is all to life.
To repay your family for the love and sacrifice they made.

Hmm i guess it safe to say family its our drive force,
our sun to light the path when we are walking through the darkness.
Deep down in my heart i believed that i can lose everything and give up everything,
But i can never give up my family,
Nor their place in my heart.
For the bonds between my family and me can never be broken.

I guess the only thing left for me in life is my family,
I don't care whether i am fated to be depressed forever.
As long as i have my family by my side i will never give up.
For my family is my hope and they will support no matter what.
and i will stay by them and support them too till death do me apart.

Why is life like this?

2009-11-04T18:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just wish that all these feelings would just fade away by themselves.
It really hurts a lot to keep these feelings in my heart.
There is only so much 1 person can bare before they explode.
Explode as in total Emotional Break Down.

If only life were simple and people are easily predicted,
We would not have to suffer such feelings.
But on the contrary without feelings,
We lack the emotions to feel love,hatred,depression,sad,happy.....

If only we can dump all those negative emotions away and only retain those good ones.
I'm sure our life would be way better and happier.
There will also be less conflict in the world.

Everyday in part of the world i am sure there are people suffering from depression.
If only we can attain happiness, then none of us will be depress.
But in reality the sad fact remains, we can never truly attain happiness.
But we can only treasure those happy moments.

Depress

2009-11-01T14:03:00.002+08:00

If only i can get rid of this feeling,
that have been bugging me for a few days,
I wonder why every time after i watch some shows i would be depress.
Especially those romantic shows.
Maybe because i really hope i can find true love in life.
If there is such thing as Fated to love you.
I hope i can find it the next time.
Because true love is the only thing more precious in live other than time.

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I wonder when was the last time,
when i almost cry for you.
I wonder when was the last time,
When i feel so deeply hurt.....
I wonder when....

Is it because i hope that love would come to me,
I really hope that i would find true love in life.
Sometimes i just wonder is there destiny in life,
Sometimes i just wonder if i can find my other half in life.

This feeling is making me so depress,
I wonder when will i ever find true love in life?
If only fate would help me to find my true love in life.
I wish i could find my true love,
and live her forever and ever till death do us apart.

All i got that is truly mine is time....
I will treasure every moment if i can be with you,
I wan to hold you and never let you go away from me..
I never want to leave you,
nor i want you to leave me baby.
I will miss you everyday that we are separated,
because i truly love you.................

The only thing i can give you is my time,
because that is the only thing i truly own in life.
Money is just a symbol but time is priceless.
For every seconds i spent with you is priceless.
And no amount of money in the world can buy that.

I hope i can find my true love before i die,
that would be the one and only last regret in my life.

Fated To Love You [命中注定我爱你]

2009-11-01T14:00:00.001+08:00

Fated To Love You [命中注定我爱你]

Synopsis

A really unfashionable working class girl Chen Xin Yi has the desire to tie down her handsome boyfriend to be with her. Due to certain reasons, her boyfriend gets her to go on a love cruise and she started to ponder on how to lose her virginity and tie down her boyfriend. Xin Yi ended up taking cold medicine which made her drowsy and went into Ji Cun Xi's room. Cun Xi is the sole male heir to his family's company and has been in love with his girlfriend, Anna, for a long time. He planned to propose to Anna on the boat but she didn't turn up on the cruise. An island owner added drugs into Cun Xi's drink and Cun Xi became disorientated and returned to his own room. Xin Yi and Cun Xi end up having a one night stand. Xin Yi later finds out that she's pregnant and Cun Xi's grandmother forces them to get married. Will a couple forced to marry for the sake of their unborn child find love with each other?

Cast

Chen Qiao En as Chen Xin Yi 陳欣怡
Ethan Ruan as Ji Cun Xi 紀存希
Baron Chen as Dylan
Bianca Bai as Anna

Opening theme song: 99 Ci Wo Ai Ta by Shorty Yuen
Ending theme song: Xin Yuan Bian Li Tie by Quack Wu and Shorty Yuen

Love is a mess

2009-09-22T23:16:00.005+08:00

Loving someone is so hard in life,
Because we never know when,
Will they love us back.
Will it be today or tomorrow....

In this time of misery,
We could only hope,
For their love and support.

Because we never know how things goes,
We never think it through first,
We only live our life base on intuition.

We never know how to be loved.
We only know how to love.
Because we never felt love before in our life.

Sometimes i just wish there was,
A time, a place for me,
Because sometimes just wish the world spin me...
Sometimes i just wish that someone would love me back.
Because i am tired of chasing after someone to love.

We cross path many times in life,
Most of the time i came and find you.
But i never once complain that i am tired of loving you.
But i hope you will give me a chance to love you.

We could only stop and look back,
At those times and moments we spent,
I tell you many times that i love you, babyyyy....
But you never ever once tell me,
That you love me, baby.
I could only hope that you felt the same as i do.....

I hate this feeling of love,
but i never once blame you,
For making me fall love with you, baby2
Because i know its not your fault,
For getting me so deeply in love.

I could only say this is fate that cross path with my destiny..........

A new meaning in Life

2009-09-12T18:26:00.003+08:00

In the deepest darkest Moments of Life,
The times that you are just thinking about giving up,
There is no point / meaning left in life for you,
But there is always hope beside you.

Even it is the worst day of your life,
Never give up,
because there always hope in life,
Even when your friends abandon you,
But there is more friends to make in life.

Mistakes are made,
but they cant never be undone,
therefore the only thing for you to do is,
learn from the of mistake you committed.
and take it as a life experience,
Because this is just life.

Life is never good nor bad,
because life is unpredictable,
Life is ever changing,
Luck might be at your side at 1 time,
But it might be your worst at the next.

Never blame others for anything,
because it is your action that change the course of life,
Not the present of others that affect your life.
Its your life to live for your own,
and not you live for the sake of others.
And always account for variable change in life,
because no one life is perfect.

Always find a new meaning in life,
that way you can never be depress or hurt,
stand up every time you fall down.
For the only one that will help you up always is yourself.

Life is about Friends, Love, Sacrifice, and determination

2009-06-19T20:13:00.004+08:00

What is life without friends?
What is life without love?
What is life without sacrifice?
What is life without determination?
The answer is sorrow and illusion.

How could one live without friends?
No one can survive in a lonely world,
especially when those mental illness will start arising.
What causes mental illness?
Some say its stress related,
But i would say it is related to relationship.
From a simple family relationship to a complicated love relationship.
These are all the causes that made the world so sick and evil.

Love is a necessity in life.
Love is the foundation of relationship.
Through love we gain understanding.
Through love we can prevent hatred.
The world revolves around a cycle of love.
From a simple family love to relationship love.
Love is limitless and it existence is the key to unity.

Sacrifice can be look as a rule in life.
We must sacrifice something to achieve something.
It just a basic equation of life.
The reward you gain is determine on how much you are willing to sacrifice.
Time is the most valuable and priceless item we can sacrifice in life.
What we do with our time is reflected in our life.

Determination is the fuel to success.
Is the backbone that drives one will to achieve their dream.
Without determination everything is impossible,
For you will just give up whenever you face a problem.
With determination we can achieve the impossible.
Make a change in life,
Change the world,
Achieve our dreams for noting is impossible with determination.

With out this 4 necessity in life,
We are better off dead,
because there is no point in living,
For we be just trap in our own world of sorrow and depression,
Where there is noting to be gain and much to be lost.
For we make the better out of our life,
and not life make the better out of us.

What is love all about

2009-06-19T16:48:00.002+08:00

What is love all about in life?
What is this feeling deep inside my heart?
It is screaming for me to release it out again.
But i can't bare to break my heart again.

For what is love?
I seriously don't understand.
I can't understands how love breaks my heart again from time to time,
I really don't have anymore hearts left for love to break.
I want to give up on love,
because I lost my faith on you,
and I never want to be in love again.

I can't stand to see you leave my side ever again,
For it breaks my heart every time you leave me.
I don't know how to live without you.
I don't know why i did ever love you.
It was a mistake for us to began it.

Till the day i met you my life was normal.
After we began my life was never the same,
Your presence change my life for the better or worst,
Your feelings have reach my heart,
I understand how you feel,
But i don't understand why must you break heart.

What did i ever do to deserve this fate,
Is it fate or destiny that leads me to this point,
or is it love that cause this all.

I guess now i understand i can't blame others but myself.
For i take things for granted if not you will never left me.
For love have lost its miracle in both our hearts,
only those memories that remains.............

True Friends

2009-06-18T15:59:00.007+08:00

Everyone is a possible friend in this world,
But it is also up to fate and destiny to determine who will be your friend.
I believe that among those friends that i treasure,
there are those that consider me as their true friend.

True friends are those that are willing to be by your side to comfort you even when times are bad,
We can only know who are our true friends when we are in our deepest and darkest moment.
Therefore we sure treasure those friends dearly,
For they are our light and our soul in our deepest darkest moment.
They are our angel send to us by god to save us from depression and sorrow.
I think the best things in life is to get to know our true friends.
For our friendship will last forever and noting can affect it.

What is the difference between friend and enemy,
I Guess is the feelings,
Whereby you feel comfort, happy and love with your friends,
While you feel hatred, uneasy, prejudice around your enemy.
But what are we to judge other and stereotype them as our enemy or friends.

The world would be better off if we can all be just friends,
For me i don't really like to make enemy.
I believe it is easier to love someone than to hate them.
Therefore it is easier to make friend than to make enemy.

What make us human special and different from the other animal in the kingdom,
IT is our advance ability to think things rationally,
So why should we waste those ability on despicable wars and hatred,
When we could unite the world as one,
Where everyone can live happily and peacefully as friends.

This note is dedicated to those special friends that been with me through my deepest darkest moment. I want you all to know that you all are my best friends and i hope we will be friends forever. :)i would also like to dedicate this note to anyone that is currently considering someone your enemy. End the chain of hatred and join the cycle of love. For hatred only end with more hatred and destruction. Spread the love to your friends and enemy for there is no enemy in life, there are only friends. :)

Love is a feeling and also an ability.

2009-06-17T10:03:00.007+08:00

Love is a feeling of happiness and completion,
Love is about romance and passion at the moment.
Love is a miracle for it seldom happens in life.
Love is an addiction for those that are in love,
because love can blind one sense and sight from other things.

Love is funny and it is also an ability,
For those moment you spent together are always happy moments.
We can't choose our lovers,
For love choose us every time,
Only true love prevails in a relationship.

Love is unpredictable for it happens time to time,
Love is a feeling of responsibility for each other.
Love is about spending those special moments together.
For when are together noting is impossible.
Love is the greatest thing that happen in our life.
We should appreciate love and never betray it.

Once in a life time,
We might be able to find true love,
Spending those moments together are the happiest one.
Treasure those moments and keep it in our memory.
Love doesn't last forever,
Maybe only for some,
But for others it could be only responsibility.

Think of all those happy moments before you both fight each other,
Think of those time you spent together before you both break up.
Love is impossible without sacrifice from both side,
Love is an illusion if there is noting left but responsibility.
Never take things for granted,
For after you regret it is too late.
Never regret anything in life especially if it is love.

We can't predict our fate,
We can't know when we will die,
So treasure those moments together,
then you will be immortal.
Even death can't keep us apart from each other,
For you will live in each other hearts forever.

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Life and love is about decision making.

2009-06-16T18:04:00.004+08:00

Life is about making the right choice,
There are many decision to made in life,
and each decision can change or affect our future.
It is part of life to undergo this process.

Life maybe unfair sometimes,
But Life can be also happy.
It depends on how you live your life.

Some may take their life for granted and waste them,
But to those that appreciate life,
They always make the most out of it.

Mistakes may seem small sometimes,
But it may develop into a disaster.
Never take thing for granted.
Learn from your mistake,
and not to redo it again.

Never look back on the past and regret,
For you will be wasting your precious future time.
What ever done can't be redo,
But whatever we do now will change our future not our past.
Therefore we should live for the future and not for the past.

Love is about the same as making decision in life.
Love is a passion at the moment,
and responsibility for life.
Love can be toxicating to some,
But it may be pleasure to others.
For different people view things differently.

We can live without relationships,
but we can't live without friends.
For friends is our identity and also our backbone in life.
Therefore we sure treasure our friendship wherever we are.
We may be apart,
But we will forever be together in each other hearts.

Purpose of life

2009-06-14T23:24:00.004+08:00

Life is about taking up challenges along the way,
There is no shortcuts in life,
and there is no u-turns in life also.
Mistakes can only be learn but not undone.

We could sit alone in the darkness and regret,
Or we could learn from our mistakes and make the better out of it.
There is no point looking back in the mistakes we done in life.
Its better off we treasure our happy memories and forget the bad ones.
For depression will only lead to more sorrow or destruction.

Life is about understanding,
Understanding each other as we progress along the way.
There is no use understanding other when one hasn't understand oneself.
Life work in mysterious ways for our destiny is not determine by fate,
But it is determine by ourselves.

Its not your parents or your friends that live your life,
They shouldn't be the one that tell you what to do with your life,
instead you should be the one that tell them what you want to do with your own life,
There is no point in living if there is no purpose in life.
For every humans are born with a purpose in life.
Whether it is to make a difference or to help with society.

Determination is the road to success

2009-06-14T17:40:00.003+08:00

Life is about living at those special moment.
One can exceed their expectation when they push themselves to the limit.
There is practically noting impossible in life.
As long as we have confidence in ourselves,
We can achieve the impossible.

There are no limit to our body and mind.
Each day we strive harder and harder to push ourselves over the limit.
Wining and losing doesn't matter in life,
What matters is whether you can perform and achieve your goals.

Never let anyone tell you what you can and can't do,
For you have the ability to decide yourselves.
They are not you and you are not them,
They won't understand your true abilities and limit.

Although times may seem bad sometimes,
But always remember to stay positive,
For there will be better days ahead,
and bad times don't last forever.

Never give up,
Never lose faith,
and most important never lose your path.
For that is our fuel to success.

What is the difference between us,
actually there are non,
There are only those that will push themselves to the limit to achieve success,
Or those that will give up when they face difficult.

Therefore, we shouldn't take thinks for granted,
Be thankful for what we have,
and try our best and push ourselves to the limit to achieve our dreams.
For noting is impossible with our determination.

Love, Life, Friends :)

2009-06-14T12:03:00.002+08:00

Love can prevent wars,
Love can prevent hatred,
For Wars are spawn from hatred and prejudice.

Life is meaningless without love,
Life is full of sorrow without friends,
Life could be a never ending happiness for some,
But it could be a never ending disaster for many.

We were born in to the world as innocent,
but corrupted by society and social upbringing.
For everyone possess a pure heart,
But its tainted but all the lies and hatred.

The world is different for everyone.
For different people view things differently.
The path we choose might be different.
But the outcome of the path might be the same.

Therefore to prevent darkness from ever bestowing us,
We should love everyone and make friends with them.
Its better to make friends than to make enemy.
It take more energy to hate someone than to love them.

The past, the present, and the future

2009-06-13T11:20:00.003+08:00

The past is the past,
and the present is the present.
1 door closes and another 1 open.

We stop by every crossroads in life,
each crossroads might lead to a different way of life,
My future might be gone,
MY dreams might be over,
But i'm still here.

I still have a choice to choose.
A difference to make.
For the better or worst,
I had to get through this.
Or else my life will be doomed.

For every choice we make,
change a part of out life.
Whether we like it or not,
Its for the better or worst.

Some may like the path they choose,
But there are those that regret them.
I personally regretted the path i choose,
But there is notting more to be said and done.
For the past is the past,
and now is the present.

There is no use or meaning hanging to the past.
For we have a long future awaits.
I hope i can get over this depression,
before i consume my life.
Which the only thing left hold dear to me.

A word of advice to those suffering depression,
Dun see the world just by yourself,
For there are many that willing to share the world with you.
That is what frens are for.
To protect you and to help you when you are in trouble or you are down.

Times maybe bad sometimes,
But there are always better days ahead.
Never give up when you are facing difficulty,
For noting is impossible as long as you have the heart to do it.

Depression

2009-06-12T20:27:00.002+08:00

The feelings of sadness is up in the air,
For some it might be the feeling of joy and happiness,
but for me its the feeling of sadness and also regrets.

Being lonely only worsten the situation,
for loneliness bring outs more sadness.
I feel alienated from society from time to time,
especially now that we have parted our ways.

The memories of time we spent together are flashing back to me 1 by 1,
as i feel the sorrow of being alone.
I never wanted us to part ways,
because i know i will be missing u all from the bottom of my heart.

I lost my will to live upon getting my results,
I am lost in my own emotion and feelings.
Grieving both the lost of my future and friends.
For its a mistake so costly i have ever make in my life.

1 door opens and another close,
as the crossroad between the path of my future is getting narrower.
Now i feel that i have lost my purpose in life,
and my dreams and future will forever never be the same.

All i can do now i to cry alone in misery,
For the days ahead will be tougher than ever.
The only thing i learn from live is to try ur best and never regret it,
But i have fail both of what i had learn.

This shall forever be the deepest darkest day of my life,
For i have finally seen the true misery and sorrow of my life.

Life

2009-06-10T11:11:00.003+08:00

Life is flows on like the sand of time,
for time and life only moves in 1 direction.
In life there maybe many crossroads,
but each crossroads will lead to different path.

Mistakes could be learn,
but not to be undone.
For the past is the past,
and the present is the present.

What we are doing now will determine our future,
our actions speak louder than words,
For our future is determine by our action and not words.

Time might be slow for some,
but it fast for many.
Never regret what you have done,
as you can only learn from what you can do.

Life is about learning infinity amount of knowledge,
to be apply in life and also educate others,
for the knowledge we gain,
could not be brought to the after world with us.

Life is filled with infinity amount of emotion,
such as sadness, happy, angry and etc.
Which can developed into feeling such as romance and love.
As we know love is the most purest emotion of all.
For love can keep us together and also prevents wars and prejudice.

Although life move on without us,
but the knowledge and contribution we did,
will be pass on to our future generation.
In the process we will live forever,
In the memories of our love ones. :)

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Copyright by Julian Wee Li Yap, © 2009

Dreams

2009-05-02T19:11:00.008+08:00

Dreams are over when you wake up,
What lies ahead is life,
There isn't such thing like happiness in life.
Even though there were happy moments,
that we spent with each other.

Life is not simple as it seem,
Life is full of hardship.
Dreams alone won't you there,
Only determination will get you there.

Life is full of emotions,
Life is full of feelings,
Life is full of hatred,
but there is still love in life.

We do not look back in life,
We only look toward the future.
We never want regrets in life,
That's why we prefer to live in dreams.

There is no such things as happiness in life.
There is only misery awaits.
For happiness sacrifice have to be made.

Whether in term of wealth, relationships, or work.
Each have to be sacrifice for happiness.
because true happiness only exist in dreams.

Therefore we keep dream of happiness.
Dream keep us going......
For Happiness..................

Giving Up

2009-05-02T18:38:00.005+08:00

Giving up........
But I never intend to.
But life is not as simple as it seems.

I tried hard to forget you,
but it was never easy.
I wonder when will i be over you.

The feelings are still there,
even though you don't know.
It something that isn't easy to give up.

Even when you far apart from me,
I feel the same for you.
Because i can't get over you.

I never wanted give up on you,
because i still love you.
Even though you don't love me.

I never want to forget about you,
Even when we split up,
I never give up.

I wonder when i will be over you, baby,
When will be the days,
I finally get over you..........

because because,
I still love you................
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Copyright by Julian Wee Li Yap, © 2009

The Miracles of Life

2009-04-28T14:47:00.006+08:00

You are my miracle,
Given to me by god.
There aren't many chances in life,
but I will take my chances with you,baby.
Because only you,
Deserve my love for you baby.

The first time met you,
You capture my heart.
I know it that time,
You were the one for me baby.
You look as pretty as an angel,
that came down from heaven.
It's was a miracle knowing you in my life.
You by my side makes me happier than ever.

Looking at you makes me wonder how did i live without you,
Because the time without you feel like eternity.
I don't what do without you baby,
because only you can understand me,
Better than anyone else can.
Because you are my miracle, baby.

I will love you forever,
Because you are my soul, my heart, and my future.....
Only you can take my love away from you, baby,
Because you are the one and only in my heart.
Only you can take my love away from you, baby.

because because,
I love you................
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Copyright by Julian Wee Li Yap, © 2009

This is just something i do for fun, please don't think its a love note for someone okay.

Missing you always.......

2009-04-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

Do you know i miss you baby everyday?
I wonder how long i can live without you baby.
Missing you is the only thing i can do for you,
But i can do more than that,
If you let me in your heart.

If only you know how i feel about you,
I never want to leave your side ever.
I want to be with you forever and ever.
There noting wrong with that.

I love you from the bottom of my heart,
I wish i could be there when you are down.
I wonder how long i can live without you,
Because My heart will break without you....

I wonder when we will be together,
I wonder whether you love me a not?
If only you will be with me,
I will sacrifice everything for you.

You stole my heart when the first time i saw you,
You had my love for you and only you.
You are my guardian angel,
Because only you can save me from despair.

Without you, my life is miserable.
For You are my sun,
Shining brightly in my life.
Saving me from the darkness.

I remember those happy moments i spent with you,
there isn't any day you let me down baby.
You are my angel, my sun, my one and only baby.
For you have stole my heart.

If only you notice my love for you,
If only you feel the same as me,
Then you would understand my feelings.
Because my feelings are only for you.

Even thou distance and obstacles can set us apart,
but i know noting can stop me from loving and missing you.
For you are the angel in my heart,
and I will do anything for you always.........

because because,
I love you................
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Copyright by Julian Wee Li Yap, © 2009

Just some feeling i decided to put into words. =) pure randomness

2009-04-26T11:21:00.005+08:00

I will give my life for you, baby,
My heart belongs to you and only you.
I never look behind throughout my life,
But for you baby, i willing to sacrifice.
There isn't anything to regret,
There is only future to be made.
I never look back and see your past,
Because your past meant noting to me.
I only love you for who you are,
There is noting for you to prove to me.
I only want you to know,
I will love you forever and ever.....

You are my life,
You are my dream.
There is noting else that i want,
There is noting others can give to me,
because i only want you.
because i already had you in my heart.
In my heart..........

You complete my life in every way.
I never felt like this before you.
I wonder sometimes,
How did i ever live without you,
My soul isn't complete without you,
My life is noting without you.
Without you............

Your presence is like my lucky star,
Shining brightly in the darkness of my life,
I never want you to leave me all alone,
I can't stand to be alone without you,
without you.....

because because,
I love you................
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Friday :)

2009-04-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hmm my biology trainee teacher, Ms Cox last day today. Yup She's a Canadian. She been teaching us for the past 3 weeks about evolution. She join our class about 4 weeks ago. She was cool and kind teacher. We had lots of fun during her lesson. Our whole class is going miss her, starting monday. Her absence shall be felt by our entire class including our biology teacher, Mrs Fikar.

O ya, i join my friend for paintball in the afternoon. The paintball competition was held by the Taylor's College CAL Student Council 09 for charity. We had 2 Pro Paintball guys in our team. We basically rule the game but some of the other team were quite good as well. ME kind of cowardy hiding behind a bunker. but i did move my arse a bit k. I not quite sure how many people i manage to shoot. but most of my shot miss kay. Ermm.... Our team were known as the conservative group cause we conserve our ammo like crasy. brarely using it only use it when we are near or see someone. like real life CS. And the adrenalin rush was great. We won in the end thou. 3 Win and 1 lost.

Basically thats my friday..... aint it fun???

life

2009-04-19T10:33:00.002+08:00

life is unpredictable,
the past is history,
you cant turn back the past.
while the future is un-determine,
the future is forever changing.
the present is the future,
but never the past,
you can change the future,
but you cant change the past.
life is forever moving forward,
but time lost can never return.
time is precious and priceless,
life can't be replace or relived again.
mistakes made can't be change,
it can only be learn as a lesson.
life is full of challenges,
sometimes easy and sometimes hard.
Therefore you should be grateful and happy with whatever you are having now and
work hard towards the future.

Community Service

2009-04-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

After i dont know how many months stop blogging finally i decided to blog a bit.... because a friend of mine ask me why so long never update blog and i told her i busy lor. seriusly super busy la ICPU course there is no such B.S. as easy in ICPU course. The friggin ISU also take up most of my time, barely surviving. today also had to do dumb community service to graduate. i + 10 of my other friends when to the subang jaya buddist temple near summit there do. at first we wanted to bring 3 cars only. suddenly me + Sam + Jern decided to drive 1 car each = we drive 5 cars to there basically taking up most of the parking space. we went there about 9.30am we are allowed to clean the halls and some rooms which are not in used that time. we only Mop and sweep the floor but basically we didnt did much cause we have too many ppl there and very little jobs to do. :) The only happy thing about today is that i went out for dinner with my family and my dad customer. We decided eat in pyramid. My sis suggested the Bubba Gump restaurant. Yes Bubba Gump as in the forest gump movie we watch in psychology course. the place is decorated with forest gump movie pictures and also the place kind of remind me of TGIF but i prefer TGIF. I ordered a SunBlast is it forgot how to say it alrdy cause its an alcohol drink. b4 i order the alcohol drink i alrdy got headache, so after drinking it. become something like me now super headache. anyway basically food was normal, okay only la but bill was expensive 6 ppl eat and the bill came to a total of 350+++ rm. basically i had a rough day and kind of rewarding dinner. thats shall summerise my day. kay signing off need sleep.

CNY

2009-01-29T18:59:00.004+08:00

For my CNY i didnt go back my hometown. Maybe just MUAR, also for some funeral thingy which i would not care to elaborate. Hmm ermm basically my new year was staying home and watch New Year movies.

I did however went to the cinema yesterday. Watch 3 movies in a single day. broke my previous record of 2 movies a day. Continiously of course fell real sleepy after that. Hmm i watch RED CLIFF PART 2, INK HEART AND WEDDING GAME. RED CLIFF PART 2 was the best among the other 2 movies i watch. Wedding game suks the most sorry to say that compare to Just Follow Law And Ah Long movie. Hmm Ink Heart also suk worst than i expected. i though its a great movie at first, now i feel it suks. Underworld is way better than Ink Heart. Red Cliff is about the Three Kingdom. very nice war movie. It also show the smartness of Zhu Ge Liang in his war time. It also shows romance and also friendship. And also it also show that never underestimate your enemy.
For Wedding Game, hai you all should know by the title its about this ppl who lie or pretend to love each other and get married for the sake of money and also reputation, but in the end the plan backfire. hai not nice watch also.
Ink Heart almost fell asleep, boring movie. no comment.

Rainy Day

2009-01-29T18:38:00.002+08:00

When ever it rains,
I do wonder,
Whether is God sad.
Is God crying in tears,
because of our actions.
Is God sadden by our actions,
because his creations destroying his masterpiece.
But sometimes i think,
God is blessing us,
Somewhere in the world there is little rain.
We should be thankful to God,
For Rain its also his creation.
Without Rain there's no water,
Without Water there's no life,
Without Life this wouldn't be Earth.
As life revolves everyday with water.
Therefore we should never take things for granted,
We should always be happy with what god give us.
Never complain what god did wrong.
For God is always Right.

What i did last year 2008

2009-01-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

Basically my 2008 year began with a blast. New friends, new classmates, new lecturer and further knowledge on my studies. I enrolled in Taylor University College Subang Jaya in the year 2007 Disember the 7th which is a Saturday after my Spm ended. I used my forecast result which only consist of 4 A's and a lot of B's to apply to that college. i studied A lvl's for about 7 months from january 7th till july 10th. I had lots of fun and knowledge from A lvl's. especially from my lecturers and classmates. although i last most of the time but i do pay lots of attention in class especially to my Thinking Skill and Bio lecturer cause they do teach very well. But my other teacher also teach well but i just not that interested in the other subjects. After my disaster with my Mid term result partly because i didn't study at all.... i decided change to International Canadian Pre-U program instead. I met new friends and classmates. and also some of the coolest canadian lecturer u cant find else where except in taylor like MR Leslie Hussack and Mr Shawn Le Conte. Love both the canadian lectuerers. especially Mr Leslie, he turn chemistry into a very fun subject. :)

Now to sports, i learn basketball this year from usj 11 padang. and i pick up frisbee at KBU. Overall i perform sukky at both sport and i kind of drop both sports after i injurted my leg on october. Now i'm into photography.

I had a holiday trip with my friends to tioman on june. It was fun and fantastic . wish we could do it again next year.

New Year Resolution
1. Try to Accomplish what i ~~fail~~ did last year.
2. Try to realise my wish
3. Work hard
4. Study hard
5. Play hard
6. Plan a nice vacation after my graduation party which is on the 12th June 2009

So this year resolution is to forget the past and work hard for the future. :)

Cousin Wedding

2008-12-30T18:34:00.007+08:00

Sunday 28/12 my cousin had his wedding at Equatoria hotel in Kl.

Some pic of my family at the hotel

MY cousin wedding sign board

Christmas Decoration at the hotel

Wedding decoration

Bride table decoration

the speaker

Cousin william and his new wife sharon

My Uncle and Aunty ( the Bridegroom parents )

Bride and bride groom entering the Room

the Best Man

Group Photo

Food

Pop the cork photos and pouring the bottle.

some random photo i take

Cars

My christmas Present

2008-12-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

A new camera. EOS 1000d with 18-55mm lens and extra 55-250 lens.

1 utama outing

2008-12-22T11:20:00.001+08:00

1 utama with su anne

2008-12-21T10:27:00.007+08:00

Hmm after the frisbee game, Me and Anne went to 1 utama to eat lunch and watch movie. Beverly Hills Chihuhua.

First we enter the car park to park my Waja,

Then we went into the shopping complex after i park my car at the New Wing of 1 utama.

Some random photos i took of the christmas deco at 1 utama

then we went to purchase our movie ticket first and then for lunch at Sushi Groove. :)

Then we rush to our movie cause we were late for it. the movie starts at 12.20 we jsut ate finish at 12.30.

After the movie we went shopping, Su Anne was shoppin for some jeans and clothes must as well try on some caps as well.

we take some picture while shopping. :)

and we went back at 6 pm had to rush cause Anne was late for her dinner. cant wait for the next outing but it wont be anytime soon. :)

Holidayssssssss

2008-12-18T18:51:00.005+08:00

Holidays holidays and holidays again... for holidays are never ending string of joy and times for gathering.thou my holiday is a bit different. i end up reading my new book which i bought last thursday to occupy my time." The Lucky One" by Nicholas Sparks. to tell you all the truth this is the first time is start reading a book.usually i don't love to read book because the pages are way to much for my puny brain,but now i feel like i finally found the pleasure in reading.Maybe its the content of the book which make 1 love reading.Hmm other than that its the boring other boring stuff which i do,when i not reading my book such as watching Tv and chatting on Msn or playing facebook.Thou i been constantly craving to go out to watch movies,but there a big problem which is non of my frens are free......I wish holiday could be over soon so i could be with my frens in college,but i do not wish for my college to start so early which make me so sleepy. Holiday i usually sleep at 1 or 2 am and wake up at 9 or 10 am. but i do take afternoon naps. Hmm boring + missing someone cause depression. And i found a good way to counter depression which is do some fun activities you never done b4, like my reading hobby since i can't jsut go out alone myself- that be even more miserable than staying home.that's all for today.....

2008-12-11T07:31:00.003+08:00

Love is a feeling u can find anywhere in everyone,
Love has no boundary for it can exist in everyone.
Love can be harmful sometimes,
Love can be wonderful sometimes,
but most of the times love are always special.

The feeling of love is toxicating to some,
But to most it's a feeling of warm and happiness.
Love is a feeling which comes from the heart,
Love is a feeling that's pure and meaningful,
As for feelings from the heart are always the truth.

Love can develop into romance or hatred,
For everyone has love ever since they are born.
Love is the most powerful thing in the world.
Therefore love should not be underestimate or to be looked down upon,
because as special the feeling of love may sound,
It might just 1 day turn into hatred.

We should treasure the feeling and respect it,
As the feeling is given by god himself.
Like the love of God for his/her creation,
As he/she send his,her son down to help the people.
Like the love of Jesus Christ for the people,
As he sacrifice himself to take away the Sins of mankind.
So that we are able to enter heaven after our death.

We should treasure those moments together,
As for our time around are not eternity.
Express your feelings towards your love ones,
and live your life with no regrets.

Life is unpredictable,
because the candle of life might be blown off any moment.
Therefore we should not be sinful,
As we do not wish to bring our regrets with us on our journey.

2008-11-04T18:19:00.003+08:00

Today was so special so i decided to blog about it. Today during Chem Our lab experiment was to distill " Alcohol" from fruit juice which the our lecturer Mr Leslie, had been keeping the Juice in a seal Conical Flask for about a week. Cool at first we pour the juice over a filter funnel. and the final product is then pour into a round boiling tube... then we heat it up with a bunsen burner.... roughly we cool the vapour with a condenser. we had to waste lots of water.. imagine constant runing of tap water for 1 hr 15 min of lab and there's 4 table. After the vapour is condense u gain pure Alcohol as in 100% pure... Drink it and you Die. Sry but thats the truth. A friend of mine put a drop at his tongue and he say it burnssssssss.. so that roughly.... Cool experiment..... love it.... And do we get to do a course evalution. i give my honest opinion about our lecturer and the course. But ask for forgiveness than permission thats what i think. :) and today i got my self completely soaking wet... the rain was too heavy, even with umbrella, it still can't defeat the force o f nature. the only part that didnt get wet is my face. lolx. k today blog until here. if got free time only blog.

2008-11-03T22:05:00.003+08:00

Fishie tagged me When I'm so busy and I've no idea what to do. Oh God. you jsut got tag me when i'm so darn busy. Ah well, better get started and finish it as soon as possible.

How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.

Loves;
-Your name-
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - your dwarf bit me
April - I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - you put cuffs on me
July - I threw up
August - I saw the shrunken head
September - we skinny dipped
October - I quoted Santa
November - your dog ran amok
December - I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off nowFrance - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Hmm... after reading and selecting i finally come up with....

Dear Fishie,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our horoscope doesn't match. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa At the mental hospital and I saw you Pull the clothes off Donald Duck. I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand That your pimples are at the last stage. I'm returning The couch cushions to you, but I'll keep Your grades from college as a memory. You should also know that I Always have felt dirty before Cocaine abuse. Good luck on your short-term leave from jail.

Loves;
-J Y-
P/S: You are so lifeless, French kisser, -Fishie-.

I tag!
- Chin Xia
- Zhen Hui
- Vernon

2008-10-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

Check out this blog layout. just testing www.julianyap-emokid.blogspot.com

2008-10-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

Falling in love with you was random,
As i passes through my life,
You are the only one suitable for me,
I wonder whether you will be mine 1 day,
I wonder whether do you think of me,
I wonder whether you notice me,
I wonder whether you love me,
The same way I Love You,
I always think of you,
I always missing you,
I have always love you,
Since the day i met you,
For the first time in my life,
I felt Love,
My feelings toward you are real,
My love for you is priceless,
My heart belongs to you,
And only you are worthy to take it,
I will sacrifice everything for you,
I don't care about anything else,
I only care about you,
I wonder whether you have feelings for me,
If only you would give me some hint,
I would understand about you.
If only we had more time together,
We would understand each other,
If only We are given Endless time,
I know that 1 day i shall be with you.

2008-10-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

Good luck PM 9 my ex - classmates for A lvl. All the best. give it all you got and bring back as many prize as you can. =)

Outing With frens

2008-10-11T11:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i went out with shawn in the evening to piramid shopping. We actually wanted to go Euphoria but somehow Shin Le and Siaw Wei aka Fugly didnt wan to go. We tried dragin them along. We ended up shopping for some clothes and starbucks in SS15 to try persuade them. After that we decided to go New Way karaoke, but the price was very very expensive, so instead we go to Friendster Cafe at Piramid. :) then we drink chit- chat. i was practically a zombie that time. too sleepy. forcing myself to open my eye. Then Shin Le decided to play A game call Taboo... As i was very sleepy, i ended up giving all my point to shin le. :) around 12.30 we head home. i fetch siaw wei to her renthouse and shin le to her car at ss15 starbucks. Then i fetch shawn home and go home sleeping like a piggy. :)

Life is complicated

2008-10-10T09:38:00.004+08:00

Life is full of hardship and obstacle,
Life can't be predicted,
People just live life as it goes by,
Living by the boundaries and rules set in life,
Just being alive is a misery,
Life without friendship is loneliness,
Life without love is unjustify,
As humans we cant live without love,
Love make out everything in our life,
From family bonds to friendship,
But the most complicated bond is relationship,
Having a relationship is full of surprises,
Everyday is full of Surprises,
Life is more interesting,
Life is more happy and sometimes sad,
Life can change with time,
But the bond of relationship is forever unchanging,
It cant fade with time,
Unlike life, those bonds are store as memories,
Happy and sad memories are treasure together in life,
If only we are able to live for eternity forever loving and caring.
And most of all unchanging,
We can make a better world with our memories,
Our Bonds are stronger as time passes,
Our Life may end one day,
But our memories will stay behind with our love ones,
and our presence will last forever as memories,
That's how we shall last forever.
Live a life of eternity through memories. :)

By,
J Y

Single and alone

2008-10-09T13:59:00.003+08:00

Life without my other half is so boring,
I wonder when my other half will appear.
Living a single life is so miserable,
Living in a word without friends is even worst,
I wonder how can anyone survive without friends.
You will be confine in your own time and space,
Which noting else exist within your space.
It plain misery and fear to even imagine such a place.
I want a life full of joy,
i want a life full of friendship,
i want to have a relationship,
If only my life were so easy.
There are times when you are alone,
There are times when you are down,
There are times when you are Miserable,
But there are always friends around,
Everywhere we are at there is also people,
We are never alone,
The path we choose,
The choice we make,
affects every single aspect of our life.
Therefore we should decide for ourself,
Stop and think a while,
Friends can be make easily,
With anyone and anywhere,
But relationship are different.
To find your other half it takes time,
and when you find him/her you need to put in effort,
It takes time and effort to make a relationship successful.
But sometimes it takes a little bit of luck,
and a little bit of fate / destiny.

by,
J Y

Love is blind

2008-10-08T22:33:00.003+08:00

Love is pure randomness,
It strike you without notice and warning,
Love to me is god gift,
Love at first sight is a miracle,
Love cannot be control,
Love cannot be measure,
but how deeply in love a person can be shown through action,
Love do not varies between ages,
Love cannot be stopped,
Love can be sweet and the best thing that ever happen,
But sometime love can be suffering,
Love also leads to patients,
Love also leads to caring,
Love also leads to understanding of each other,
Falling in love is easy, but to give up on love is hard.

By, J Y

Life of misery and love

2008-10-07T21:51:00.007+08:00

Life without love is just plain boringness,
Life without meaning is just depressing,
I wonder where could i find happiness from life,
I dream of a lover life,
My love for her will never fade.
My though of her will never change.
Her kind and gentle existence warm my heart,
Her voice is as elegant and as gentle as a princess.
I wish i could be with her everyday.
I wish i could express to her how i feel.
I wish there isn't so many challeges in life,
I wonder do i deserve to be love,
I wonder do i have the right to love her,
I wonder do i have the right to treasure her in my heart.
I wish i have the courage to tell her how i feel,
I wish she would be there for me when i'm down,
I wish she would care about me the same way i care about her.
I wish i could tell her 3 words, 8 letters, and 1 meaning.
I LOVE YOU
and she would reply me back the same words,
all i can do now is look at her from a distant and wish for her best.

Sand of times

2008-10-07T13:27:00.003+08:00

Time flew by us every second,
There is no turning back in time,
Life is like the sand of times,
once pass it can never turn back,
Life of misery seems last to be forever,
Where can i find my true joy in life?
Happy times past by in a flash,
but My life of misery seems never ending,
I wonder sometimes is it fate or is it my luck,
God is my destiny which lie before me will never fade?
Will i continue to suffer a never ending misery of sadness?
Will i finally overcome my challeges which stood before me?
My Life ahead is undetermine,
It may change through time,
It might be worst or it might get better,
But My life for now is a never ending misery.
This is why my days are known as Emo Days.
God Pls appear before me and show me guidance.
I require your guidance for me to live on in life,
For me to change my Life,
For me to make the best out of my life,
and to drag me out from a life of misery.

Emo days

2008-10-06T23:16:00.005+08:00

A bond of friendship can be easily torn apart,
A bond of relationship can easily crushed into pieces.
Life is so dull.
Life is so sad.
I'm living in a Emo life.
God pls save me from my misery.

I dedicate this to my friend..... who i shall not name and me self as i look back on my past all i can see is what i have done... i have realised my mistake.... i realise i don't deserve to be love or to love anyone. its only the feeling of betrayal and heart broken, then can i overcome myself and from that day on i found my true friend. those that i have neglected all the while, those that stood by me all this time through sorrow and joy we share our burden. I pray to god everyday for a better life. Oh God please save me from the misery. I do not wish to be sad forever. I do not wish to look back in the distant future to regret the mistake i have done. I do not wish to hate someone forever. Please God take away the hatred. take away my misery. take away my feeling of loneliness and the feeling deep down in my heart. i do not wish to hang on to someone forever. Pls god save me. :(

long tiem nvr blog blog a bit

2008-09-30T23:55:00.003+08:00

ermm today i was walking back after a basketball game.. i saw a lemang stall and keep looking at it as i walk homeand you can guese what happen next. i fell and i twisted my leg... quite serius i almsot black out because of the pain.... hmm and Anne birthday party was a great sucesss. Xp thx to liang help. :P Ermm guese thats all for this time.... kidn of in pain now so dun wan blog much.... weeks no sports = no frisbee , no basketball , no football. :( sad sob sob....

Life on fridays

2008-08-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

Fridays are outing night for me. : ) i would go out every friday to watch movies or shopping or sometime just walk around in shopping complex. Hmm this friday i watch Babylon A.D the slow is quite ok but i feel Wall-E its nicer and more interesting. Babylon contain action, pact with romance and lots of killing. it feature a girl with super brain which can know the future. Hmm i bought a puzzle for my new room and currently in a frenzy to finish it so that i can display it when i shift house. : ) thats all for this week. bb and Happy 51th merdeka to malaysia. its our own independent day. :) wohoo.

Life without Camera ™

2008-08-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

My life without pictures are dull,
My pictures express my life, my surrounding and my dreams.
Without My camera i am just a nobody,
without my pictures my blog is just dull,
without my blog my life is incomplete.

Hmm camera down so my blog is down

2008-08-28T20:55:00.004+08:00

Hmm my blog depend on pictures without picture my blog suk. i always let my pictures do all the talking. Hmm k since i didn't update my blog for so long because of exam, holiday, and lots of other problem mostly because i don't have camera anymore. Hmm.... i wonder.... k i will talk by words this time. Ermm i watch Zohan last thursday. its funny but pointless to watch ( waste of money) not suitable for small kids. Hmm got a new soccer boots nike white in colour. wish could show you all the picture. I also got a new addidas basketball. recently pick up a new sport (basketball). i went shopping last week have lots of fun bought a present for my friend birthday and watch movie with her Movie. We ate Sakae Sushi for lunch. i got her a pair of shoe ( sport shoe ). Hmm thx for being my good friend Su Anne. :) and for accompany me when no other friends wan accompany me. We watch Wall-E. quite a good show. romance + comedy. i like the ending. Wall-E rocks. :) ermm that all for now. hope get a new camera soon.

hmm taylors indoor frisbee tournament

2008-08-09T19:32:00.005+08:00

hmm taylors indoor frisbee tournament

bryan - vice president of taylors frisbee club

captain

taylors frisbee knights

hmm my first frisbee injury

2008-08-09T18:56:00.003+08:00

hmm my first frisbee injury

movies + movies+ movies

2008-08-09T18:52:00.003+08:00

Hmm the latest show i watch was 21 which is much better than mummy3. Hmm its about a guy who study in MIT which needs money to go to Harvard Medical University. he have a physic teacher who is impress by his skills and invite him to join some of his fellow classmate to go vegas to play blackjack. Mummy3 basically not that good as mummy 1 and 2. I anti the son, hate him a lot lot lot lot!!!!! and i also dun like the acteress the wife cause different then mummy 1 and 2. i dun like when they change the character. Hmm hellboy 2 is better than mummy 3. currently awaiting for Harry Potter and Half Blood Prince which airing in november. : )

Selling a lvl books

2008-07-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

1. Biological science 1 & 2
2. Mechanics 1 ( maths ) brand new nvr touch before
3. CIE chemistry A lvl rm 70
4. Pure maths 1 ( photostat ) rm 10
5. Advance Statistic ( use for 2 month )

All books without price is at 25% discount

Past Years Questions Book each rm 15 , Ans Rm 10

Interested Pls sms or Call 012-278-2455 or email / msg me at julian-yap@hotmail.com

rainy day full of umbrella

2008-07-08T18:15:00.003+08:00

Hmm morning heavy rain so we decided dry our umbrella behind the class. :)

Yesterday

2008-07-08T18:11:00.003+08:00

During Lan do bio practical

Me + Aaron

Me2

Lecture on

All ppl so rajin do maths during Moral

Subway newly open in ss15

m3

Me + subway

Hmm 1 utama with frens watch Wanted sry take so long to post it up

2008-07-08T17:26:00.004+08:00

Shin le and her ex-classmates

M3

My food (dinner)

Shawn

Life

2008-07-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

Life is full of misery,
Time is only a distraction from the misery,
As the days, months and years passes,
We drown ourself in darkness,
In the darkness we pray to god to show us the light,
Guidance in pursuit of an opening away from our misery,
The world is crowded with Negativity and God is a symbol,
A balancer which helps us to get rid of our negative thinking,
and provide us with faith and hope to overcome life obstacle.
Without God life on earth will not have existed,
Human would have torn each other apart,
War would have breech out of all part of the world,
Total destruction and devastation which no life would cease to exist.
With the faith of god and the unity of human,
We rebuild our world through knowledge,
and wisdom bestow before us in our genetic.
We are prefect in every way except for our thinking,
We pursuit to achieve the greater good,
We push ourself to the limit to exceed our expectation,
We overcome all challenges which stood in our path and move on with our life.
In the end of the journey,
We found our source of light,
our heaven,
our paradise,
an exit out of our misery.
We have finally achieve our goal,
our dream,
our ambition and everything we set out to do in life,
We have finally done it!
Thats what humans destiny is made for.

Movies Movies and Movies

2008-07-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm latest movie Hancock was the bomb. Hmm its fill with action, comedy and lots and lots of humour. i rate it 5/5 stars. what a nice movie to start for this month. more to come like Dark Knight, Zohan, Wall e, Hell boy 2 and etc.... Hmm for second place it would be Wanted rate it 4/5 stars. Wanted is fill with action, thriller, Comedy a bit, and mostly blood and headshots. Hmm do bare in mind the movie stated is very bloody and not suitable for small kids and kids under 15. :) hmm next i would rate is Made of honour. It fill with comedy, comedy, romance, playboy, expensive stuff, fairytale. its reach US top 10 list which is in last place. i rate it 2/5 stars. Hmm last movie i would rate for today is Incredible Hulk. its fill with action, romance, green beast, and also another beast and lots of boring stuff. i rate it 1/5 stars. k bb

Hmm college again Holidays are over

2008-07-04T20:54:00.003+08:00

Hmm what a disaster result i have obtain from my lack of knowledge and laziness. hmm i wanted to turn over a newleaf but its kind of hard to do that. Hmm with a rubish result i don't think any University will accept me. Better start looking for a job. Hmm i wonder what life would be like if i were to be hardworking. Hmm.....

Hmm holiday

2008-06-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm Exams are over, my results are the past, semester 1 is gone forever and the new semester is coming soon. Hmm Holiday for 2 weeks + 1 day. I went to Pulau Tioman on Monday and just got back today. Miss those memorable days in the island. The House is so boring, i just wish i can spend more time with my frens rather than stay at home to rot. My 3 days + 1 evening ( cause go there take whole day reach at 7 pm start journey at 9.30am. Hmm Life there is fun but the Food and Transportation there is very expensive. I took a plane home in the afternoon which is a 1 hr flight. the journey was very bumpy a lot of cloud. Hmm overall i safely Reach the airport and i pray to god for granting me a safe journey. Thx God. k gtg bb

Hmm busy day

2008-05-29T08:51:00.003+08:00

hmm saturday was the most busiest day of the week. Hmm had to drive to KBU to practice frisbee. hmm that day got friendly tournament with Some College or University( forgot the name). Hmm we were under players had to borrow 2 player from HELP University College to play the game. Hmm overall we didn't have substitute almost pass out of tiredness and also dehydration. Hmm in the middle of the game lucky 2 players from the opponent team join us as substitute or we all would have pass out. Hmm in the end we won the game 15 : 10 . Hmm then after the frisbee game or practice i went to church for youth service in the afternoon. Hmm it was qutie fun after all. Hmm kk gtg exam comign in less than 2 weeks.

Confusing Day

2008-05-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

hmm today i go play frisbee in KBU and i got lost on my way home. a wrong turn is all it takes to get lost. hmm i turn into the wrong junction instead of going subang i turn into KL highway. Then i quickly turn into pj. worst mistake. hmm in pj i round almost whole pj. ss 22, ss 4 , ss 25. hmm i even go to kelana jaya and Subang golf club. Hmm then i go KDU. try to go damansara to go back subang but i ended up on my way to cheras and manage to go back PJ before enter the highway to cheras. hmm and i manage somehow find a way to go to the federal highway. then i found the road which i use for my driving test. hmm finally got some hope cause i know the way back from there. hmm but i make a wrong turn into Old Klang road. but luckly i manage U turn out but had to pay 2 times told (rm3.20). then i saw the highway to subang and i follow it. ended up using NPE come back. Hmm its a wonderful driving experince. got lost for 2 hr.

best show

2008-05-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

hmm yesterday i watch Narnia 2 cause my class end at 10 am. hmm i droveto piramid at 10.10 reach at 10.20. rush to the ticket counter and straight buy ticket and go in. early bird price rm 8. before 12pm cannot use student card. hmm the show was damm nice. its the best show i seen so far for this year. hmm i rate it 5/5 star. you guys or gurls should watch it too. hmm i think its better than narnia 1, a lot of stuff change already as in quite different from the first movie.

Hmm lame day

2008-05-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

hmm i got grounded so i couldn't go out anymore. hmm my parents say i go out too many times. Hmm i wonder... i lost my credit card today and also i bought a new shirt. Hmm today i watch speed racer. the show is sukky i take back my word about iron man. its way cooler and ncier than speed racer. i rate speed racer 2/5 and iron man 4/5 star. Hmm tomorrow going go KBU play frisbee. hmm semester exam coming soon. better work hard.