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A dream far from reality
Wednesday, March 02, 2011 at 9:46:00 PM

I wish the wind could take me away,

Flying through the skies,

In a journey across the rainbow,

Where paradise awaits in the other end,

For i have given up hope on this world.


If life is make up of bonds of relationship and responsibility,

I would give it up right now,

Because i do not have any bonds of friendship in this world.

There is only solitude awaits me,

For my only friends are my family,

Therefore my only responsibility lies towards them.


If memories are made up of parts of life,

I would be made up of sad memories,

For the only time i am happy is when i am vacationing with my family.

And the others are made up of fragments of broken pieces of my heart,

For i had been betrayed by friendship and devastated in the game of love.


If depression has cloud my judgement and perspective view of life,

That maybe because I had locked my heart away long time ago,

In a place far away where it is beyond the reach of the light.

Because I want to escape from the harsh reality of life,

For fairy tale does not exist,

At least for me.


Though I have dreamt countless number of times about the future,

Nevertheless dreams will stay a dream,

It will never become a reality,

Because my alternate reality in my dream is too far apart to grasp.

That’s why sometimes I do not want to wake up,

Because it’s far better to continue sleeping where u r someone in your dream.


I really wish the wind would bring me together,

Blow me away in a journey across the rainbow where paradise awaits,

So i could continue enjoying my dream in an eternity of slumber,

Away from this harsh and cruel world,

Where I have lost all my chips in the game of life and love,

Because there is only darkness and loneliness awaits me in this world.

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