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Life on a face pace~!
Thursday, March 17, 2011 at 8:33:00 PM

My life is like the time spent in a race track,
it is always in face pace,
though sometimes it maybe dreadfully long,
but most of the time it is over before you can think of the time.

Some classes are dreadfully long,
especially if you are confused and in LaLa land,
but some classes are especially short,
especially when you have the adrenaline rush or the mood to concentrate.

However exams are a totally different categories,
because the preparation you made for the few hours in exam hall,
seems dreadfully long and take forever to complete,
and being me naturally i would spent most of my time procrastinating till the last minute.

If you do something you loved or enjoy,
time move at a different pace as oppose to something you don't really like.
It is the same when you are working.
Therefore choose something in the field you really enjoy or interesting to work,
because if not your life would be very miserable!

The bad thing about life is you can't turn back time,
and time continues to move forward as you ponder or struggle on your mistakes.
Therefore you should always think about your actions before you make them,
because you won't have the leisure to regret about it later.

Therefore spent you time wisely,
and try not to waste it or regret about it later,
because the material things in life that you lost could be earn back,
but time is priceless and it will wait for no one.

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Life and its beauties~!
at 7:35:00 PM

In a blink of an eye the day turn into night,
and the bright skies turn into darkness,
and a starry skies and a bright moon appear,
illuminating the dark skies with its beauty.

If my life could be comparable to the beauty of the night skies,
it would have be the ideal paradise for me,
Lying back on the grassy hill,
enjoying the breeze while falling asleep looking at the beautiful night skies.

Thou it might not be comparable to the beauty of the rainbow,
which only appears during daytime after a rainy day.
Because the rainbow gives me hopes that at the end of the rainbow,
there will be a pot of gold.

However there is also beauty in daytime when the sun rises,
because it lifts away the curtains of dark skies,
illuminating the darkness which fall upon the land during the night,
and warming up the hearts of people it shines upon.

If my life could be compared to the beauties of life,
i would be living in eden.
But deep down inside,
I believe that there is paradise on earth,
we just need to find the place and make it a reality.



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A dream far from reality
Wednesday, March 02, 2011 at 9:46:00 PM

I wish the wind could take me away,

Flying through the skies,

In a journey across the rainbow,

Where paradise awaits in the other end,

For i have given up hope on this world.


If life is make up of bonds of relationship and responsibility,

I would give it up right now,

Because i do not have any bonds of friendship in this world.

There is only solitude awaits me,

For my only friends are my family,

Therefore my only responsibility lies towards them.


If memories are made up of parts of life,

I would be made up of sad memories,

For the only time i am happy is when i am vacationing with my family.

And the others are made up of fragments of broken pieces of my heart,

For i had been betrayed by friendship and devastated in the game of love.


If depression has cloud my judgement and perspective view of life,

That maybe because I had locked my heart away long time ago,

In a place far away where it is beyond the reach of the light.

Because I want to escape from the harsh reality of life,

For fairy tale does not exist,

At least for me.


Though I have dreamt countless number of times about the future,

Nevertheless dreams will stay a dream,

It will never become a reality,

Because my alternate reality in my dream is too far apart to grasp.

That’s why sometimes I do not want to wake up,

Because it’s far better to continue sleeping where u r someone in your dream.


I really wish the wind would bring me together,

Blow me away in a journey across the rainbow where paradise awaits,

So i could continue enjoying my dream in an eternity of slumber,

Away from this harsh and cruel world,

Where I have lost all my chips in the game of life and love,

Because there is only darkness and loneliness awaits me in this world.

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The sweet and sour memories of life!
Friday, January 28, 2011 at 9:10:00 PM

The Path of life is always bitter,
ultimately it depends on how u decorate it,
for different people have different views on life!

I wonder why life is constantly changing,
Sometimes it becomes so unbearable,
Yet sometime it feels worth it being alive!

I only wish everyday is a journey across the rainbow,
where at end of the the rainbow,
you will find a pot of gold...

But thing are never as simple as life put it.
There are constantly challenges and obstacles,
detouring us from our path in life!

Everyday of life is never the same,
you can't turn back time and live in the past,
nor can you see what is install for you in the future.

All you have are memories of the past,
and a foundation in the presence,
to be a stepping stone for the future...

With all the sweet and sour memories of the past,
which shape your character and your life up till today,
but it will never be the same in the future,
because life is a never ending journey of memories...

Treasure the moments and opportunity when it presence itself,
and try your best in life.
Maybe then you could perform miracles and succeed in the harsh path of life!

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Life and Romance
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 at 6:18:00 PM

Why do we need romance in life?
Why do we need to be in a relationship?
Is life really better when u have another person in your heart?
Isolating the world because there is only the two of you.

Is she/he really the one for you?
What happen if you get your heart broken?
Who will hold you up during those depressing days?
Breaking up and saying your goodbyes is the hurtful most things that you experience in life.

Some people don't believe in romance because they do want to get hurt,
But who are we to blame them?
If we can't even control our own life,
are we suppose to decide the fates of others?

Life is complicated because of relationships,
the relationship we have with our family and friends,
and also the relationship with have with our lover.
Often the most complicated relationship are with our lovers.

Problems do arise from time to time,
because no one person are equal.
They have their differences,
and often it results in argument over who is right?

You might be meant for each other,
but that doesn't mean there won't be conflicts in our relationship.
Often those that are ignorant about it that are the one that have unstable relationships,
thats because without tolerance and sacrifices,
a relationship will never work.

Pondering on one's mistakes doesn't change the facts in life,
Rather than regretting over the decisions you have made,
Learn from it and move on with life.
The beauty of life is that you might not be able to change the past,
But you can sure change your future.

Learning from your past mistakes are valuable assets in life,
Because experiences could not be bought with money.
It has to be forge over time and some time it requires great sacrifices,
which it turn mold and forge you into a better and brighter person,
which will eventually lead to you being successful in life.

If no one dares to get hurt in life,
You will never succeed in life.
Because no matter how you try insulate yourself from life,
You will still be hurt whether by your own doing or other factors,
because you are just a human which have feelings.

It takes courage to prepare yourself in the face of imminent dangers,
because you need to get ready to make sacrifices in life,
whether it will be beneficial or hurtful to you.
So that you will eventually be able to reap the fruit of success in life.

If you never give up in life,
Eventually you will succeed in the end.
Because the journey of life is an endless one,
there can be no winner or loser in life,
Only survivors of life itself!

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Life
Sunday, September 19, 2010 at 4:48:00 PM

If only life was that simple as it seems,

I won’t be sitting here thinking about it.

My life is so complicated as i saw it,

Maybe because of the decisions i have made?


Sometimes i do wonder why life is so boring?

Sometimes i wonder why i am trap within my own boundaries.

Sometimes i think my life was planned,

From the beginning of my journey.


Life is about the choices we make,

The decisions we made in life affect our life.

The sacrifices we have made,

The time we have spent,

Determine how our life is shape.


If Life was as simple as seems,

I won’t be so stress out.

If only my life was simple,

I won’t be so miserable.

If only i can choose...


The true freedom lies in the choices,

The random acts we used to take.

Without any planning or preparations,

The only we can enjoy life to the fullest.

Because in life it doesn’t work always as we have planned.


Life might sometimes bring you down.

No matter how high you can stand,

You are not invisible.

Because you are just a human,

And life has a way of bringing you back down.


If you truly appreciate life as it is,

You would not have complained how tough life could be.

But appreciate life at it is.

Things can come and go in life,

But those special moments that happen in life will forever stay in your heart and thoughts.


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Chances of life is as rare as time itself!
Sunday, January 31, 2010 at 8:30:00 PM

Life is about taking chances,
because sometimes there isn't second chances in life.
The higher the stakes are in life,
the higher the reward you shall yield if you succeed.

Life is about moving forward,
Life is not about dwelling on past mistakes,
and regretting those decision you have made,
But rather it is about learning from those mistakes and moving on with life.

Life is not about success or failure,
It is about how well u plan or manage ur life.
Success or failure is all determine by ur decisions,
and not the actions you take.

Think about the consequences of your actions,
before you make your moves.
Always plan ahead before making any sudden movements.

Happiness can come in many form in life,
However in the end it is up to you whether you are satisfy with the happiness.
In the end of the day,
the only thing standing in your way from turning your life from miserable to happy is yourself.

Never neglect the little achievements in life,
because that is what put you in the position you are in now.
In the end success or failure is not determine by others,
It is determine by yourself.

Therefore never take things for granted,
and don't dwell on the past take it as an experience and move on with life.
Don't be afraid to take chances in life,
cause there if no time for regrets,
but there is always time to learn from your mistakes.

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Life - Decisions - Feelings - Time
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 at 10:22:00 AM

Sometimes i wonder why my life is like this,
Was it destine for me to live it like this?
Or have it all been my decision that affects it?
I do wonder how different could my life be if i were another person.

Is life make up of all our feelings and emotion?
Or it is affected by our personality or our mind?
Most of the time our decisions are affected by our feelings.
The choices we take and the choices we make its all base on our the feelings of our heart.

Sometimes it just better to follow our heart then to follow our mind.
At least there will be more truth in the world,
and less deception which corrupt the world.
If only i could live in a perfect world and a perfect life,
then maybe i wouldn't have my ups and downs in life.

In life we have to make lots of difficult decision,
and every decision we make affect our future.
There is no point looking back at the decision we make,
because it can never change the past which is history now,
While the decision we are currently making are the ones that are important.

Sometimes in life we just have to treasure those decisions we made,
and not regret it because each decision we made have significant meaning,
and the outcomes varies from the decision we made.
I would say most of the time we are not wise in making decision,
but the point of making these decision is for us to learn from it,
and alter it to best suit our life.

No one can live forever,
so why waste ur time on regrets,
when u can use those time to enjoy.
It better to enjoy then to suffer.

Therefore think twice before making any decision,
and never look back on the past only move on with life.
For true happiness is base on the decision we make,
and not from despair on the obstacles of life.
They may deter us from our goals,
but as long with determination we will reach it no matter what.

For nothing is impossible in life,
Everything is possible,
the impossibility is only in our mind,
therefore we should overcome it,
for it is our greatest obstacle of all.

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When the skies starts raining.
Monday, November 09, 2009 at 1:55:00 PM

When ever the day is a rainy moody weather,
My feelings too become moody and depressed.
I guess in someway i am connected to the weather.
My mood varies between the day.

Life as we see it has its up and downs.
Sometimes there is luck,
and sometimes it might just be ur worst day.
My day is stuck in the twilight zone of never ending moodiness.

Obstacles come and goes in life,
But some are here to stay.
When ever you are down,
Life will hit you in the face and make things worst.

There is no such things as when things are bad it will get better.
In life there is only 1 rule that is when things are bad it gets worst.
There is no meaning to look positive,
when in reality you are in deep trouble!

All there is to life is live the best out of it whenever you can,
and never expect any reward for ur effort,
or any help from anyone or life itself when you are down.
You will only suffer more when u expect more out of life.

Life is a cycle of misery,
When things are bad it only get worst.
So that when there is the tinest hope in life,
it is like our salvation in life for all our misery we suffered.

There are tons of road blocks in life,
They are meant to deter us from our goals.
And most of the time they succeed by causing us to be depress.
After all any mean to achieve the impossible is a furtile effort,
and it only cause more harm then good to have hope in life.

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Life
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 at 11:11:00 AM

Life is flows on like the sand of time,
for time and life only moves in 1 direction.
In life there maybe many crossroads,
but each crossroads will lead to different path.

Mistakes could be learn,
but not to be undone.
For the past is the past,
and the present is the present.

What we are doing now will determine our future,
our actions speak louder than words,
For our future is determine by our action and not words.

Time might be slow for some,
but it fast for many.
Never regret what you have done,
as you can only learn from what you can do.

Life is about learning infinity amount of knowledge,
to be apply in life and also educate others,
for the knowledge we gain,
could not be brought to the after world with us.

Life is filled with infinity amount of emotion,
such as sadness, happy, angry and etc.
Which can developed into feeling such as romance and love.
As we know love is the most purest emotion of all.
For love can keep us together and also prevents wars and prejudice.

Although life move on without us,
but the knowledge and contribution we did,
will be pass on to our future generation.
In the process we will live forever,
In the memories of our love ones. :)

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